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Saturday, August 06, 2005

Birthday tots ...

11 more days to my bdae. well, i dunno wat to expect though. coz i noe that, from the moment that i decided to come to perth to study, i wun hav all my frenz on my bdae. it is supposed to be a super big event. yeap. but...

i have seen so many 21st bdae bash and even planned one myself, i realli dunno wat to do on my bdae itself. to make it even sianz, it falls on wed which i hav a full day class. damn.

ppl always ask, "whats ur bdae wish?". i dunno. coz there are so much tings i wanna get or have. but i noe that all are not within short term or can be bought off shelves. i like parties, where all my frenz are with me, enjoyin themselves. but being too "sociable" it is always a hard time to gather ppl that can "click". yeap.

before everyting was settled, i was hopin to pass my bdae with my family. well, the last time the hse hav a party is when i was 7yrs old. yeap. our family culture is like we are not that open with emotions and stuffs, not good at expressing feelings.

i was tinkin of makin it a grand one. but whats the point? most of my good frenz are back home, and i dun miss home at all. ppl say u will have home sickness soon, but i told that the onli ting i miss abt spore is my family & frenzs. yeap.

gonna go into the next phase of life. i do sit down and tink back. what have been done in the past 21yrs of my life? what are the tings that i regret? what are the tings that are memorable? what are the tings that have not been done yet?

who am i in the eyes of the others? what kinda person do i portray? what are my plus and minus points? what are the areas that shld be changed and to be kept? i seldom get ppl to tell me truthfully. which sometimes can make me quite sad. coz i have incidents whereby i lost frenz when they dun communicate.

so much of tots and stuffs, i am tired. gonna slp.

Considered for a second about our love at {8/06/2005 02:13:00 AM}
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