Friday, September 30, 2005
Pinnacles ....
okie, today is such a fun day....
anyway, due to the drinks last nite, me tend to be sleepy lor... as usual, haha.... not drunk, just sleepy coz the blood circulation is super good... but the prob is, it is so good to sleep, therefore i nearly couldnt wake up in time lor.... haha....
whole body was kinda achin lor... after effect of the perth royal show. haha.... esp the back shoulder muscles.... and i realise a few blue black on the thigh... hmmm....
so when i got up the bus, i kinda went into sleep lor, unfortunately, me cant sleep on a movin vehicle... so hor... suddenly became active lor ... haha... which is also not at the correct timin, as everyone else is like sleepy....
coz the bus ride from college to Pinnacles is abt 3hrs... haha.... since i am so active, i was movin arnd lor... confined in a seat in a bus... no way man.... Pinnacles is not bad la.... see all the natural limestone... a.k.a my cousins and relatives... haha... crapped... realli amazin on how nature is lor...
den we took anor bus ride which is abt 1.5hrs to this place, i forget the name, where ppl play sand boarding... haha... wah.... never seen so much sand before ah.... ended everyone has sand all over the body, except for me.... coz me scared heights wat.... haha.... next time la... haha... those crazy ppl went for the expert stage, super steep lor... me see me leg jelly sia.... everyone had fun lor...
den we came back to college which is anor 2 hrs ride... me alreadi super tired, wanted to sleep... but there is this idiot behind me, non-stop talking lor.... i mean the whole bus is like so quiet, and the bus driver actually off the lights lor.... at least if u wanna tok, have the courtesy to talk softly.... he was talkin as if he is at the fish market.... and is like non-stop for 1 hr plus, me controlled my temper lor.... me went to stand next to the driver to cool down.... imagine i listenin to radio also can hear that idiot blabbering non-stop.... remind me of my mum's nagging.... haiz.... and the most disgraceful ting is that he is a Singaporean, realli throw singapore face sia.... cant believe he is so "kian ben, kian sai".... haiz.... that is the onli ting that make my mood KO one lor.... dun let me see him again, shoot him to death sia.... super no brain lor ....
anyway, came back quite late, den me went over heikal's flat to get my dinner, haha... didnt manage to come back in time for the BBQ.... haha. they so good, left me food... haha....
it was a fun day after all.... next time, i rather i hav enuf sleep den go... haha... if not realli makin me super tired lor....
tml goin Harbour Town with Yi Tung n Jason lor... they wanna get pressie for their frenz... den me at nite going "Asian Cocktail" at Metro City... man, me gonna drop soon.... haha.... me realli fully utilise my break, but the sad ting is i haben start studying yet,.... haha....
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Perth Royal Show ....
okie, it is super fun ....
let see, went with Jimmy, Jason and Yi Tung.... haha... met Val and her parents there.... anyway, at first we wanted to take bus, but is like it was kinda drizzling, so Jimmy drove there lor... haha....
ate hotdog bun for lunch, becoz i just ate, so i didnt realli go for any ride lor... haha... den is like, Jimmy is super siao in the games stall lor... but he ended up he realli look like santa claus... haha.... he got 3 teddy bears, plus a lot of small small stuffs. end of the day, he got himself a 120cm huge dragon...haha.... realli super funny lor... haha.... me played the rides, now my neck is achin, haha....
anyway, met Carene, Lester and Clarence to go to Captain Sterling Bar to hav my Choc martini... super nice... thanks for the intro, gal, haha... i realli like it ... gotta sleep early, will elaborate more when i get enuf sleep, haha....
tml goin Pinnacles, yeah.... but gotta wake up early. haha... good nite mates....
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Quote for The Day
"Learn from your mistakes"
ok, we are human, we make mistakes, but what is the most impt ting??? that is to learn from your mistakes.... how mani of us can actually learn and rem???
unfortunately, most of us, esp me, still haven grasp the meaning of learning from mistakes.... haiz... but fortunately, we are always given chances to learn....
but of coz, when given chances means there must be a price to pay... it ranges from small to serious consequences.... whichever it is, it is still better to learn right at the first time....
i have been thru too much of chances, and i kinda keep on repeatin the same mistakes, not very good way, coz it normally mean i am stubborn.... sometimes it is impulse mistakes, sometimes it is deliberate mistakes, whichever it is, it cost me too much to handle....
so peeps, learn and rem what you hav learn from ur mistakes....
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Cold ....
just came back from a walk with Janette, long time since i go out walk walk liao.... is just so good to let the cold air blow towards me... make me tink of the times i sat on a bike.... shiok sia... haha.... the wind is that strong... haha...
anyway, as usual i cant sleep that "early" haha... so now slackin arnd... gonna be a busy day for the next two days.... haha.... yeah ..... i just love study break... haha.... holi mood sia....
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
funny weather....
okie, last nite KTV was fun... imagine 15 ppl in one room with onli 2 mics .... haha... well at least i got to sing 4 songs.... haha... realli good to meet new frenz sia... and man, they sure can sing.... haha....
anyway, came back at 12 plus lor.... den was chattin on the phone till 3 plus, haha.... den was chattin online for a while, went to sleep lor.... was super tired....
today weather is so funny, suddenly bright sun, den rain cats and dogs.... haha... extreme weather, with the wind blowin like no body's biz... but luckily the temp is like not that cold as during winter.... haha....
anyway, restin at home lor... maybe go play pool later.... haha... see how la....
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Monday, September 26, 2005
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okie, goin to go out in less den half an hr... haha... KTV at Northbridge lor... haha... yeah.....
anyway, today i slept till 3 plus lor, coz was chattin with Yi Tung till quite "early" lor... haha....
slack arnd, stone arnd.... haha.... wat a good way to start a study/play week.... haha...
okie la, update again... ciao ....
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Quote of the Day
"Give and Take is part and parcel of Life"
okie, been in perth for sometime now, seen how perception and miscommunication can cause so much misunderstanding, and also seen how layin back, listenin can make me look at things much clearer.
give and take? wat is the defination? ..... givin of time, effort, love, understanding.... takin it in return....
but, how many times in our life that we take too much, and neber give, or shld i say forget to give?
how many times in our life that we are givin too much and not recievin anytin? ....
most of us will be at the receivin end most of the time, we feel loved, cared.... but wat abt the times when we are at the givin end? .... how did we felt?
we tend to forget the bad feelings and focus on the good feeling.... but it is not balance. coz everytime we take too much, the other end will be feelin bad.... hav we consider the feelins of others???
in our life, is a give and take situation, of coz there is no need to be fair, but at least with respectable amt lor. and wat i mean by respectable, is when the other party feel good abt givin us ....
peeps, think abt this....
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Get To Know Me
Friendship- Your inner power is
Friendship! Your friends mean everything to
you, as you do to them. You are generally a
happy, laid back person who anyone can
approach. You love more than anything to make
new friends and hang out with your old ones.
Everyone generally loves you for being such an
awesome, cheerful person. You have heaps of
close friends, and can think of nothing better
to chat on the phone for hours with them, or
hang out with them whenever you can. Youd die
to protect your friends from harm, and are
always there for them, no matter what. Life for
you is just a breeze, with the friends you
have, life is all but perfect. And if you are
ever brought down, like youd do for them, your
friends would just pick you right back up
again, and be there for you no matter what. You
have a positive outlook on life, and people
love to be around you because of your joyful,
bouncy nature. You probably love a good joke
and tease your friends until they are bright
red, but they love you all the same. Good on
you for being so positive! With your attitude,
and all your friends, life for you were usually
be great!
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
The guy/girl who feels like the best friend in
the world. The two of you would be able to talk
about anything together. He/She would probably
be your friend first before you fell for them.
Your stone/jewel: Emerald
Your power: Friendship. The ability to
make friends with anyone, and to soothe old
rivalry so that peace and friendship upholds.
Your element: Water
A quote that applies to you: Everyone
hears what you say. Friends listen to what you
say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
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Get To Know Me ...
Leo, July 23- August 22
Best matches are
Aries, Sagittarius, Gemini and Libra.
Leo is
a generous soul, the kind of person that would
give you the shirt off of their back. Always
has a smile, you will be the first to boast
someone's spirits when they are feeling down.
Some of the most creative people out there are
Leo. Your approach to art and music with a raw
unbridled enthusiasm is unmatched by your
peers. Broad minded, you will be willing to
experiment and try new things. This can be a
tad bit dangerous for you as you tend to take
risks sometimes. You will be open to all kinds
of suggestions and get bored rather easily.
Always true to your love, other will seldom
find a Leo cheating on their mate. You love
strongly, and will defend the honor of those
that you love.
Negative traits- Pompous,
patronizing, bossy, interfering, dogmatic and
intolerant
which zodiac fairy are you???UPDATED detailed answers
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Shopping . . .
not i shopping, haha... but the guys.... haha .... went out this morning with Yi tung, Jason and Jimmy lor... they wanna go shoppin in City... haha....
they sure can shopped.... haha.... before that, we went Northbridge for Viet food... haha.. not bad... haha....
den went into LV to look at the boutique... accordin to them, it is soooo small.... haha... they were actually lookin for Polo Tees.... haha.... so went to Myers and David Jones lor... haha... me learn a bit of things of guy's Polo Tees. haha... grab some stuffs from Woolworths... den came back lor.... haha....
did my laundry and cooked dinner... den i found out that it is Heikal's bdae... haiz... what a good frenz man, haha.... so went over his flat and chatted lor....
gonna be a study/play week... haha... time sure flies....
and i startin to see a lot of tings liao.... time to think thru tings again....
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
FUN ....
it was a super fun day.... yeah .... gonna be a short post, pictures will onli be updated maybe tml or wat la....
ok, started out i was late for class, handed in my assignment speech, den got back the previous ones... and got distinction marks... yeah... sense of achievement... haha....
anyway,
came back home and rested, coz is like not enuf sleep.... haha
evening went over to steph place, joined Yi Tung, Jason and Maddox to KFC for dinner, after that, went to the Fremantle Prison tour with Erica's ppl.... super fun... though a bit scary, but fun... haha.... went to walk arnd Freo at nite, i tink i still prefer Northbridge scene, not that messy... haha....
when i came back, went out again, with Yi Tung, Jimmy and Jason to Fast Eddy's at Carousel for a drink... hot chocolate la... haha.... now i feel more like a friday night ... haha.... super fun man....
one week break here, programs and study mostly planned liao... haha.... gonna make it a fruitful one... haha... den gotta become guai to study for exam liao... haha....
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Friday, September 23, 2005
yeah ....
okie, so happy that one week break comin up. haha...
anyway, wed i woke up at 1215pm, and had to rush to my tai chi class at 1230pm... haha... good warm up...
den met steph to eat a short lunch before goin for my class, had kebabs lor. haha... after that went home, cooked sweet corn soup which is super sweet, and is like Ga Ram cooked grilled chicken with Kimchi sauce, yummy, haha.... played table tennis with Heikal after that, and i seriously sucks at that. haha....
today, i woke up at 3pm, den went to uni for a guild council vote tingy, which honestly i have no idea wat they do. den saw steph there, since the both of us are bored, so i went over KV to play pool lor... haha.... man, my pool skill KO liao, maybe becoz the table here are higher and the ball smaller. hmm....
King cooked lemon sauce chicken and of coz greedy me got my share la... haha... den was watchin tv, this korean comedy movie which i forget the title liao, super lame lor... laugh until my stomach pain...
came back and completed my assignment which is due in abt 8 hrs time... haha.... not bad la... anyway, me wanna go sleep liao....
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Baby Fish Died ....
today is the day where baby is gone... although it is not a expensive fish... it is still my baby...
i rem, i got it when it was small.... is a Luo Han.. it was livin in a small tank... day by day, it grows bigger... no, it never give me any number to strike 4D, but i still love the fish...
it moved to a bigger tank, and i realised that its mouth is crooked, becoz everytime it see me or my bro, it will bang itself against the glass of the tank... too excited i guess... hmm.... silly fish but i still love it....
the last time i saw it, was the morning before i flew off... was tokin to baby, tellin it that i will be back very fast.... didnt expect it to leave before i am back... haiz....
i rem the time when it let me touch its body... it will swim arnd my hand... den i will realised that it became bigger den i rem it to be....
i rem whenever i put my lips on the glass, it will come and kiss me... so cute.... whenever i am down, it somehow can sense it... i love my fish.....
i was informed that it had a tumour in it that doesnt allow it to swim properly and it wasnt eating.... and of coz, my bro suspect is cancer... hmm...
i miss my baby fish, but i hope that it will rest in peace... after all, it was part of my family.... haiz.... i love you, baby ....
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Rainy ....
yes, today is a rainy day .... luckily i got a lift back from Uni...
anyway,
was super happy last nite, why?? coz i got a call from Feng Ying in Taipei.... my super best buddy... haha.... even though it cost him 20 bucks for 1hr talktime, he still listen to me and talk.... apparently, he fired his boss yesterday... haha... bad working conditions he told me...
we continue chattin online till super late lor.... he always make me forget all the probs i hav.... just hearin his voice is like so happy and tings like that.... hmm... so good to hav him as a super buddy.... of coz, he keep on askin me when i goin over taipei and find him la.... we haven met each other for 2yrs liao... got anor 2 more yrs before he come back spore.... just nice i finish Uni lor.... he say he will bring me arnd, haha... all i have to do is get the airplane tic and he settle the rest... haha.... i was tinkin of goin over next yr jan or feb... before i come back perth lor.... haha....
okie, today ppt was not bad. but she gave us back our individual assignment and i onli got marks like B.... damn.... and she say she mark super strict lor.... what the hell.... that will gonna affect my aim for distinction leh,..... hopefully she is lenient with the ppt lor.... if not i gonna die liao....
so, gonna stone arnd for a while... den eat dinner.... update again la... ciao
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Monday, September 19, 2005
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okie, no title... coz i dunno what to put la....
anyway,
was chattin online till 4 plus last nite.... den fell dead on my bed (not literally) ... conked out till noon lor.... suddenly feel like my bone just left my body... hmmm .... not a good sign ....
went to class today, haha.... no exercise coz King gave me a lift to Uni, den Jarrad give me a lift back... haha.... super heng sia.... haha....
today int mgt was super long, as 4 groups present lor... haiz... shld hav 5 grps one... apparently here, the Q & A session is like whole class discussion, plus the tutor didnt keep track of time. haiz.... but it was quite interesting lor... haha .... something useful as all are real life case studies....
came back, ate my fried rice from yesterday... super tired to cook new dishes lor.... seems like every week gonna be like that lor ... haha
today mood somewhat stable liao.... but still can feel slight pinch in the hrt... but shld be ok, i hope....
anyway, this fri going Fremantle Prison, no i didnt do anyting wrong, it is a trip la... haha... organized by the college one... nite tour... hehe... shld be fun lor ....
next week study break, must start plannin where to go liao... haha... if not super sianz....
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
Mood ....
okie, i seriously not in stable condition today...
anyway, just let me update first la....
was up till 4am last nite, or maybe even later.... was cryin .... okie, pls refer to the previous post for more details....
anyway... woke up today at 930am and went for dim sum with steph, yitung, jason, valerie and i forget the other guy name. went to Northbridge lor.... not bad...
den walk arnd northbridge a while, den went city... guess i was too tired.... didnt go subi lor... came back home and stone.... not a very good sign...
pamela ask me over, coz she cooked water crest soup... yummy... me had fried rice before i went over lor...
today is mooncake fest.... no burnin down of hses... haha....
okie, why i said i wasnt stable today.... basically is becoz of last nite... when i cired myself to sleep, i had a dream of him... which is not good... coz i woke up cryin.... stupid....
den went out, nice weather, suddenly after dim sum i became super crappy... wonder is it becoz of the ppl or becoz i not enuf sleep.... haiz....
is like i can feel my mood changin lor... and it changes veri fast... haiz.... watever....
anor week past liao... i cant wait for the study break... haha....
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Thoughts ....
my hrt is aching... i dunno, i tot i sorted that out, or have shelved it away.
i cried, for the dunno how many times.... i still cried....
the photo in wallet, i couldnt bear to throw it away, i couldnt dun tink, i couldnt dun look at him.
wat is that kind of feelin? i cant put a feelin to it.
is it becoz i lack of love? i dunno.
shld i lost my memory? will it be better for me? how to lose my memory? is there a medicine for that?
cant believe it, even now.... why would i still cry for someone whu left me for two yrs? am i that stupid to still cry?
why shld i cry for someone whu i noe there wun be any future? or shld i say no more chance?
i didnt cherish it, i lost it, whu can i blame except for me? why do i still have to cry for him? why does all those memories dun go away?
that hole in me, why hasnt it heal? isnt time supposed to heal? how long more, when i can stop cryin?
how come when my mind choose not to cry, but tears still come out of my eyes? how come when my mind wanna forget abt him, he still linger in my hrt?
i realli wanna lose my memory, it is realli hard for me to move on. when my mind and hrt dun tink alike. i am startin to hate myself.... i cant hate him, nor i am in any position to hate him, i dun bear to even hate him....
why am i so stubborn?
why do i still feel the coldness, the emptiness, the ach, the pain? after so long.
have i lost everytin? hav i lost myself? what do i hav now?
i noe there are more fishes out there, but, am i able to find anor that is able to love me like he did. i dunno. i am afraid. i am scared.
why do i hav to rem all the small love that he gave to me? those kisses, hugs, words, songs, actions.... why cant i rem those bad tings abt him? coz i love him to love him his whole. and i hate myself. i realli hate myself.
i hate nite, it make me feel lonely, and i hate loneliness. esp that kind of loneliness i feel when standin in a crowded place. super lonely. super lost.
i never tot i will lose him, but it is all over now. all over.
i hate those dreams abt him, it make me miss him even more. two yrs, when i tot i got over him, he will slip into my dream. and i will cry. i hate it when i cry. i realli hate it.
was he the right one at the wrong time? or the wrong one at the right time? why cant he be the right one at the right time?
i hav been tryin to look at the sun and not the shadow, but it onli manage to make it temporary.
i may already cried a river, yet the tear didnt bring those memories away. why? why? why?
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Search for A Star ...
okie, that is an event held today....
before that, woke up at 12 plus today, haha, badminton cancelled, haha... so acc steph to Harbourtown coz she need to buy one pair of heels and one bag lor... haha...
lucky she manage to get what she wan la, haha.... den we had jap food at Shimuzu... haha... yummy....
headed back to college, and rushed off to Curtin to take a bus to the "Star" tingy... haha... well, is actually a performance tingy held by the Zion Harvest Church( hopefully i got the right name) haha....
consist of songs and drama and comedy... haha...
it is realli good, i dunno how to describe it... but is like everyone participated and it is so fun... i felt skeptical at first, but i realli enjoyed myself lor... haha....
what left me with deep impression or shld i say lingerin feeling is the drama call "Gourmet of Love" short story line, hrt warmin though....
suddenly feel like bein in love, ok crap....
anyway, gonna sleep soon, been quite a busy day for me... and tml is also anor busy day... ciao
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
Finally here...
well well, dun blame me for not updating, thanks to the "good" policy of Curtin... i got blocked.... very lame i noe.... that is the disadvantage of stayin on campus... haiz...
lets see, flash back ....
on wed, hmm... as usual, no lect in morning... haha... woke up for my tai chi class. haha... i just love tai chi... haha.... den went for that stupid long seminar, and got back my test results, fortunately i got distinctions mark... haha... so happy....
den met steph to come back to my place la, well, i felt guilty that she had to cook and washed up for me la... so i wanna make it up la.... invited her over for dinner. haha.... so... lets see, was considered not bad a meal la... haha... lotsa veggies.... den she was doin assignment on my laptop lor. i make sure she eat and go do her assignment... haha, bad to let her helped out in the cookin or washin la, esp she sick... haha....
anyway, went over her place to transfer music, ended sleepin over lor... lazy to walk back and her pillow so nice to hug... haha... i wanted to confiscate it but the pillow owner say no la... haha....
didnt realli sleep as she was rushin her assignment till super early in the morning... hmmm ... that blur gal forget she dun hav tut in the morning... haha... anyway, came back home, at first wanted to go down carousel to grab some fish one, but the bed was callin me, so i went to sleep lor. haha...
met jill to go coles to grab supplies la, and she cooked century egg porridge with lotsa ginger, haha... actually is meant for steph la, but of coz i also wan la... haha... me super greedy one wat... haha....
today, me was super lazy. woke up in the afternoon.... slack arnd, dunno wat to do, lazy to go out, den someone offer to cook dinner for me... haha... greedy me of coz dun decline ppl's such good offer la... haha.... and to make tings better, jill make dumpling lor.... greedy me hav stomach for many many food. haha... so dropped by jill's place to eat lor... super full sia... haha....
tml will be a super busy day... haha...
morning goin play badminton, den goin Carousel with steph coz she need to get heels, den evening going for this talent show at i dunno where. haha....
sunday, i planning to do a bit of reading and research. den go Subi in the afternoon for my supply of Mushrooms and veggies lor... haha....
okie, so that is anor week gone... haiz... time flies man.... how i wish i dun need to go back spore during summer, den can enjoy here sia... i realli love perth....
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
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well, lets see....
woke up at 2pm today, rushed to uni for my 230pm tut, which of coz i am late for 10min la.... haha... luckily, they hav ppt today, so not that bad... haha... but i realised that next week, the ppt gonna be tough. haiz....
went to grab panadol and recharge card for steph, wanted to go joggin one. ended up rainin, so was chattin with steph la. and since i am alreadi at her place, so might as well stay for dinner lor... haha... apparently, i am bad, coz she was the one cooking and washin up. haha... and the main ting is that she is sick. haha... me super big shot sia... haha....
anyway, came back, slack arnd lor... nth much on tv today... gonna sleep liao... tml consider a long day for me... haha... ciao
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
PPT success ....
okie, as stated, today's Int Mgt ppt was considered successful.... that is to put in the fact that, luckily we are the last grp to present. and i realised that the last part of our ppt is wrong, they asked for 2 relevant case issues, which i interpreted it as 2 other similar case studies. haha.... manage to change it in time, thanks to my little quick brain. haha. all in all, it was good. hopefully can score high la....
anyway, one ppt down, a few more to go.... time realli flies doesnt it??? one sem gonna come to the end soon....
i guess i was super relieved that the ppt was over, coz i reach home at abt 9pm, cook myself dinner.... den was slackin on the couch watchin tv, haha.... had a few small bars of choc, had my lime coke... haha... chill....
was watchin the reality show "For Love or Money?"... wonder whether back home they hav this a not. sth like Bachelor, guy choose 1 gal out of a grp.... but the diff is that, when they hav their first meeting, the guy will place a cheque from $1 to $1mil on each gal, and the gal doesnt noe the amt on the cheque that was placed on them. so as usual, they go on dates, every week, one gal get eliminated, and she will find out the amt on her cheque. the ting is that, the guy choose the value on the gal over love lor. but finally, with the last gal, the gal will know the amt on the cheque and choose over money or love. in today episode, the guy choose $1mil over a gal, whu he tink doesnt hav feelings for la. hmm ... make me wonder....
is it that cruel? in the society now? where we look towards money? are we realli gettin materialistic, with the living standard goin higher and higher. hmm.... one ting i see from this reality show is that, the gals in there, actually wonder whether the guy had motives on the money or realli love them... it actualli depicts the ugly side of society. hmm... realli wonder....
what u peeps tink? is it true? that we are becomin more materialistic, that we forget to be contented with wat we hav? is the word "contentment" gonna disappear from our dictionary??? do we realli compare rs against the value? hmmm....
just a though after watchin that show, it realli make ppl see the ugly side of human. haiz... yet, it felt quite true. scary izzint?
Considered for a second about our love at {9/13/2005 03:00:00 AM}
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Midnight Oil ....
well well, what am i doing up so "early"....
becoz of that stupid Int Mgt ppt tml lor.... apparently, most of us are procrastinators. haiz.... was rushing it out lor... hopefully it goes well....
okie, wat did i do today.... went to freo to grab mushrooms and strawberries... den met Ga Ram at Subi to buy veggies lor.... hmmm....
came back just in time to go jogging, was literally running as the sky is turnin dark.... yes i went alone.... i am safe....
came back from jogging, went to make special delivery to Jill, Shana and Steph... haha.. of coz is the sweet sweet strawberries that i bought la.... good things must be shared wat....
came back cooked dinner, fried rice and sweet corn soup... haha... yummy.... finish my bar of choc, den, came into my room to start on that ppt.... ahhh.... my brain is still not tuned to high stress work as in requirement to generate ideas out... hmmm....
tml will be a busy day.... wakin up at 9am to go for a jog with steph, den i hav Int Mgt meetin at 1030am, den PR 102 meetin at 12pm.... den ppt at 530pm... busy monday... wat the hell.... okie, tink i better go sleep now... before i realli go knock my head against the "super smooth" wall of Erica's ...
p/s: the wall of Erica's is not smooth, and i got a long of injuries from it....
Considered for a second about our love at {9/12/2005 02:31:00 AM}
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
Get To Know Me ...
Jung Explorer Test
Actualized type: ESFJ
(who you are)
| ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population. |
Preferred type: ESTJ
(who you prefer to be)
| ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population. |
Attraction type:
ESFJ (who you are attracted to)
Considered for a second about our love at {9/11/2005 12:56:00 AM}
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Get To Know Me
saw this quiz here, go try it out... haha
Your Personality Type
You are a realist who places a high value on trust and loyalty. People notice that you are passionate about your views and that they can count on you when you make a personal commitment.
Your Motto
"If you are going to do it, do it right."
How You Work best
You function best when you are in a predictable environment where expectations are clear. Too much change and unpredictability can make you feel distracted. You are most productive and at your best when you know exactly where you are headed.
Your Life Situation
You are not fully satisfied with your current life situation. It is in your own hands, though, to change this. Every day you have the opportunity to improve your life situation by making decisions that suit your personality best.
Making decisions that suit your personality best benefits all areas of your life: your relationships, your career, your love life, your goals, your family life, and your health.
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
Stoned ...
thats rite, bein at home for the entire day esp for a Saturday.... hmm... seems to make me feel like a wild lion kept in a cage.... in other words, torturous.... ahhhhh.... hows my analogy??? haha....
gettin super cranky and crappy.... cant blame me, i am just bored.... i noe i hav been sayin that.... but , there is always a but.... i realli dun hav any programs on....
in this car-oriented society, no car = no fun..... yeap.... got car, can go clubbing, eat supper, drive arnd, admire the night scene, cool rite? .... but i dun hav car.... for the info of peeps back home, the last nite from my place to city ends at 8pm... from city back home ends at 11pm.... and shops closes at 5 or 6pm unless for friday which ends at 9pm.... and the cab fare from city back is abt 20 bucks.... hmmm, that is like from city back to jurong including midnight charges....
some suggestion is to watch dvds, sleep.... but that can get so mundane man.... although i hav increase my collections of movies, but, just no fun to watch it alone. and peeps here are either doin their assignments, hangin out with their bfs or just plain lazy to go out. hmm... cant blame them, the weather here is realli "good"....
i do hav assignments and stuffs, but it is a saturday.... or shall i sae it is a weekend, it is supposedly for students to take a break after studyin for 5 days in the week... hmmm..... maybe when exams are nearer, den maybe weekends is for studying.... the slacker attitude.... need to play hard and study hard.... haiz.....
i am complainin, i noe, but what to do. everyone includin me is restricted by the money problem.... i realli need a new source of entertainment man, if not, i will sure go bonkers in no time.
anyone hav any good suggestions, other den sleep, study? drop me a tag k....
Considered for a second about our love at {9/10/2005 11:52:00 PM}
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Tired ....
although i am tired, i cant sleep. haiz... bad ....
anyway, just finish watching "Frankie Starlight" on tv with my housemates, haha. nice, hrt-warmin show. today had been a lazy day for me.....
went to sch to hand in assignment, den after that, came back slack arnd, den went to sch to meet for project due next week, kinda dun feel stress though. hmmm....
weekend is here, and i dun hav programs on... sound funny rite? yeah, i rem back home, either i am working, or i am out of the hse, along orchard road, bugis, marina square... u name it.... or even the nearest Jurong point. haha.... here, i dunno, lazy to go out.... haha... or maybe is goin out alone... haiz.... watever....
there is still that tinge of loneliness, but i gotta change myself, and learnt. it is a hard process, realli, and i dun like a single moment of it. i dunno how to describe but, yeah.
tryin to be optimistic abt all the situations, like goin out alone will not require me to wait for ppl, go whereever i wan, do watever i wan.... it can pass thru sometimes, and sometimes not. it is a choice that onli me myself can make, a big choice.
i love jogging alone, along the path that i always take, from behind the hostel, into the neighbourhood, den endin at the park next to hostel. i will always stop there for a breather, fresh air, cooling down myself, den dashed back to hostel.... own time own pace.... i make the choice of jogging alone, coz after a few times with frenz, and the incident of gettin lost.... i dun wanna drag anyone into any situation that may make me guilty. i rather face it myself. the lone ranger approach.... sometimes, it helps.... tinkin that way.... tellin myself that i live for myself, and no one else. facin tings by myself, doin tings by myself, talkin to myself, laughin to my own jokes, everytin myself. wat a pathetic me?....
that day, steph send me a word of wisdom portrait, mainly talkin abt choice, well, i was seriously touched, it may not mean anytin to anyone, but to me, well, just touched.
i tot thru the words that were in there, i choose...
i choose what i tink is wat i wanted to do, even if it goes wrong, i onli got myself to blame, coz i make the choice myself. cool rite? den i will stop blamin everyone and everyting arnd me. haha.
well, guess i need to try to grab some sleep, after all, is alreadi 3am... hmmm... nitez peeps
Considered for a second about our love at {9/10/2005 02:49:00 AM}
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Assignment ....
well well, i just finished my PR Techniques assignment which is Media Kit, hmmm.... can say is a Distinction material la.... hopefully.... haha....
spend the whole day lazin arnd, as the weather is so unpredictable that i give up on goin out... cooked myself a fabulous meal... haha... startin to like cooking, and creatin my own dishes to suit my own taste
anyway.... nth much though. gonna sleep soon.... ciao
Considered for a second about our love at {9/09/2005 01:47:00 AM}
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Rain Rain....
okie, i just got back from school, the test was alright, not as hard as i tot it will be....
and i got caught in the rain again... wat the hell, tink this is goin to be bad bad bad.... maybe i gonna rest liao.... see how it goes la.... hopefully this wild weather dun continue....
went for taichi today, that is one ting i wun miss.... not even when i not feelin well.... haha.... good for body leh....
okie, update tonite again .... ciao
Considered for a second about our love at {9/07/2005 03:46:00 PM}
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Fever ...
ok, i dread that word.... realli....
i guess the weather is so terrible that it must be an effect of the KAtrina, what else could have caused all this .... hmmm
anyway, was runnin fever lor.... as usual, no i am not goin to see a doc.... self-healin lor... at least the fever is not so high to the extent of seein doc.... i guess if it goes higher, i will proceed to the hospital instead. haha....
anyway, got a test tml, so gonna slp now....
Nigel told me that they organizin a trip to the Pinnacles during the next sept break.... hmmm.... hopefully i can go and take photos lor.... haha....
and oh ya, Janette's frenz, Art (that is his name) drove us to Cannington License School to get the info abt Driving.... hmmm.... i see what i can do lor.... runnin low on cash liao.... hopefully can survive till sem end...
Considered for a second about our love at {9/07/2005 01:44:00 AM}
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Super Storm ....
okie, today we see the worst storm for this winter.... super windy from early morning....
just now when i came back from school, got drenched lor... and no it is not normal to get drenched, even normal rain.... i tried before.... but just now was drenched... haiz....
was doin my assignment last nite.... was squeezin out the brain juicies... haha... quite bad....
anyway, nth much on... so see ya
Considered for a second about our love at {9/05/2005 11:52:00 PM}
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I Saw This, and I Wanna Share It
slowly read thru it, u will find it very meaningful....
The Four Person You Meet In Life
firstly u'll meet the 1 u love most, and learn how love feels.
Because u know how love feels, so u can find the person who loves u most.
When u've experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, u'll then know what it is u need most.
Then u will find the person who is most suitable for u, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly,in real life,these 3 people are usually not the same person.
The one u love most doesn't love you.
The one,who love u most,is never the one u love most.
And the one u spend your life with,is never the one u love most or the one who love u most.
He/she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are u in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves u, he/she really loves u.
But when he/she doesn't love u anymore, he/she really doesn't love u anymore.
When he/she loves u, he/she can't pretend that he/she doesn't.
same goes, when he/she loves u no more, there's no way he/she can pretend he/she loves u.
When a person doesn't love u and wants to leave u. u must ask yourself if u still love him/her, If u also don't love him/her anymore, do not keep him/her just to save your pride.
If you still love him/her, you should wish him/her happiness, and hope that he/she will be with the one he/she loves most, not stop him/her from it.
If you stop him/her from finding true happiness with the one he/she loves, it shows u already don't love him/her,
And if you don't love him/her, what rights do you have to blame him/her for a change of heart?
What is LOVE???
Love is not possessive,
if you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin,
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him/her become a permanent memory in your life. If you really love a person, you must love him/her for what he/she is.
Love him/her for his/her good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him/her to become like what you like him/her to be just because you love him/her.
If he/she can't change to become what you like him/her to be, you don't love him/her anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him/her,
You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test,
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love,
They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for u will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry,
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then? Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember?
Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another.
Considered for a second about our love at {9/05/2005 01:20:00 AM}
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
Get To Know Me
Your emotion is anger.You can sometimes be calm but
under stressful situations you show your true
nature.If it is to get your own way,protect or
friend or some other reason but this doesnt
stop you from being your calm cool self
afterwards What emotions are you???brought to you by Quizillaooo, kinda shocked to have this outcome... haha.... seems like seein it now and den... relax man.... ok, honestly, my temper is well known to be like a bull, my mum told me that. just dun provoke me, esp in the most insensible way, coz i will not give face.... met with a few incidents, and i tryin hard to control....
Considered for a second about our love at {9/04/2005 12:46:00 AM}
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
Windy ...
after so many days of sunny weather, it is gettin cloudy and raining .... hmmm .... kinda predictable though....
well, not doin much today, maybe will start reading later.... haha.... just feel like slackin lor.... next week uni gonna start .... after recharging for one week, guess its time to go on full power again....
lazin arnd is one of the best ting i like to do.... no worries, nth at all. just relaxin myself. haha. doesnt that sound like a pig? yeap ... thats the basic nature of pigs. haha....
okie, i am crappin now.... not much tings to post, so see ya
Considered for a second about our love at {9/03/2005 02:52:00 PM}
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Friday, September 02, 2005
Lost ...
no, this is not funny....
first, went carousel this morning, finally finish walkin the entire place with shana... haha. bought a new pillow, two tops and fish, and of coz, my fav "Fish Roe" ... yummy. it is a luxury man....
came back, changed into jogging gear, and went jogging... before that, Jill bought me a Double Yolk MoonCake... so touched .... haha....
anyway, warm up at the park, was super energetic lor, manage to jog quite a distance, finalli not gasping for air.... haha....
when we wanted to head back, guess we forgotten where we came from, so kinda got lost, and walked all the way to Como, no it is not funny.... luckily, when we reach como, we asked directions from this guy workin at the convenience store, Gagan, and he offered to drive us back... so we waited till abt 9pm... such a nice guy....
and i decided that no way i am going to jog in unfamiliar territory anymore. no way, once bitten, twice shy.... man, this is realli one scary yet funny incident...
Considered for a second about our love at {9/02/2005 12:04:00 AM}
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
Updates ...
okie, i have been lazy... haha...
lets see, did i say that i have been startin to exercise? haha.... well, into toning body now. also dunno where did i get the self discipline of doin 50 crunches, and 50 reverse push up everyday before i sleep. and make it more interesting, i actually went jogging yesterday...
ended up i need oxygen tank.... haha... no la, not that serious, but almost... first is becoz the air here too cold, cant get them into my lungs, and i tink i was too enthu, ended up, forget to breath correctly. haha.
anyway, project meeting almost everyday.... at least tml is a free day, so goin Carousel, to check out the place... haha... exploring lor....
wanted to go jogging today, but is like was doin my laundry, den my left ankle hurt.... hmmm.... tink i didnt do enuf warm up lor... was slightly limping.... but rest today, shld be ok for tml, maybe go jog tml lor.... haha....
weather this few days are realli tempramental, drastic changes in the temp.... well, a lot of my frenz caught the flu bug... dunno why, i neber get... haha... must take care of myself, coz if i fall sick, i will go into super depression... haha... no one to take care of me man... so better not fall sick... i tink i lack of sleep, start to blabber liao... haha...
nitez peeps, miss u guys back home ....
Considered for a second about our love at {9/01/2005 01:33:00 AM}
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