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Monday, July 30, 2007

Simpson Craze ...

okie, just got back from the movie with evee. yes, went to watch the Simpson's movie. just a great laugh and not much to tink abt. its one of those laugh and forget movie.

got back in time before the weather go crazy again. i nv rem winter to be that bad though, hmmm, rainin like nobodies biz. the wind gust is crazy, weather haven been that cold compared to wat i rem. hmmm. all the talks abt environmental issues.

gonna slp, work tml. not sth to realli look forward to, but is after work. meetin Tegan up for dinner, yeah. fantastic. wonder what we gonna hav????


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Turning arnd ....

is it true that after a super down time, tings will be turnin arnd???

well, for now, i recieved good news that Tegan comin in tml for the week. so glad to hear her on the phone. after such a sucky week, i realli hope that tings will turn arnd.

maybe i am guessin too much, maybe i am tinkin too much, but if it was becoz of the post, that u are angry or pissed off. i am sorry. it didnt mean that i dun wan u as a frenz, but all i am doin is to be honest, like what i did to all my frenz. i just need the time. i just wanna say sorry.


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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Hangover ....

tis gonna be the funniest stupdiest joke i ever done. try gettin hangover when onli one standard drink is bein consumed, and the stupid ting is that i nv had proper food before goin down.

wenr down to Metro last nite, also dunno for what occasion, but the wholefamily was goin lor. i guess i flew them aeroplane too many times liao. so have to go lor. haha. music was alrite at first, but subsequently become live banf what the hell. haiz. so went upstair to smoke, and kinda walk intp dreamland. haha. dunno whether it isthe smoke from everyone's vig or it was that cold that fog form.

saw that random guy again, seriously dunno where did i know him from. haha. not even Dilver or Apple noe. which is weird. haha. there is sth wrong with the crowd yesterday, majority dress sense went on a holiday. hmmm, where are all the pretty gals and guys?

anyway, everytin was alrite but whent he alcohol strikes, man, is like smack straight in the face. haha. the ting is that Metro's bouncer love to kick ppl out, if they show signs of drunkness, so there was me squattin down on the floor, leanin on the DJ control box, showin a super bored face, tryin to act awake, when my head is poundin like drums. haha. it kinda work, it was till the later part durin the subsidin of it, that i was asked if i am alrite, haha, i was like, yeap, stand up a while, force stable myself. the moemt that bounder left, bam, squat down again. haha. good actin skills.

ended up CLaire had to drive coz my head is realli poundin. but luckilyby the time reach their place, i was alrite to drive. haha. and also no car on the road. haha. so is alrite. tot with the effect of alcohol, i will hav my much deprived proper slp, bloody woke up in 4hrs time. cb. even rollin in bed doesnt help. goodness

all in all, it was fun. i noe i need sth to distract me.


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Saturday, July 28, 2007

A Quest .....

okie, the quest now is to find good lookin shirts for my bro. before he become the old uncle.... hmmm, freakin skinny fellow. had mum to measure him up, that is of coz with several huge effort and my bro giving that "wat-the-hell- sis-is-up-to?" tone. that freakin bro is so skinny that i dunno where the hell to get his size. hmmm, and apparently from mum, bro uses that wallet that i gave him onli start of this yr. still wonderin wat to get for him for his bday. he officially declared he doesnt like mum's taste, which is a good sign. haha.

is it me or everyone arnd me seems to suddenly become autism. hmmm. is it the time of the yr, or everyone is goin crazy as me?

finally got a code for work yesterday, and my pair of shop keys. sth to be happy abt, slightly lighten up my mood. had a small feast at Hawker's with evee. considerin haven been eatin well for the whole week.


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Thursday, July 26, 2007

ME ....

well i did this test two yrs ago, and decided to do it again. here is the current results.



Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||| 30%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Indie |||||||||||| 50%
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

Trait snapshot:
expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic


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Down ......

that is how i felt for the past few days. as i let it run its way, it went a bit too deep, a bit too scary, a bit too suicidal. even so, i just let it run. i wanna see how far it can go, maybe when it finally end, i wun be seein it.

lettin my emotions run wild, lettin go of the control, lettin it evolved.

how far will my anger go? is it the time to explode?

how far will my sadness go? is it the time to engulf?

how far will i go? is it the time to end?


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Monday, July 23, 2007

woah .......

okie, finally finished readin harry potter last book. well, i did not buy that book, but got it off internet. i must say it is pretty good, guess the movie gonna be wondeful. haha. been a long time since i was so immersed in reading. haha.

the whole wkend was chaos... not realli. haha. with hp no credit and bank no money, i hav kept myself in for the wkend. which is funny. turned down invitations, and just stayin at home. seems weird for a party animal like me. haha. torturous i supposed.

weather had been pretty crazy for the past few days. which is also one of the reason why i rather stay in. freakin wind and rain, haiz.

while drivin just now, suddenly had this flash of tots. didnt noe why it came thru, but it just hit me. Is it becoz of the fear of losing, makes me who i am today?

is it becoz the fear of losing, that i dun wanna get close to anyone? is it becoz of the fear that i hesitated? i stumped my social circle, i stumped the cycle. places that i used to go often, doesnt seem attractive. places that i dun go, i am afraid to venture into. that leads to me nowhere to go.

feel myself crumpling, feel myself fightin. even though from time to time, i had told myself to cherish wat i hav got, to treat everyday as if it is the last. every step that step closer, the fear will hit me. whether it is the lack of confident in myself or the other, i dunno.

this wkend was spend with someone i cared, yet i dun dare to get close. not becoz of the fear of bein misunderstood, but of the fear of losing. its not just bein there, but just the warmth that warm my hrt. no matter how crappy the day had been, no matter how bad the weather is. and becoz of this, all the more i dun dare to get close. for the fear of losing keeps hauntin me. to each we will pursue our own dreams, yet for time we hav not gone thru thick and thin. though it felt as if we known each other for a long time, yet the bonds we shared may not stand the test of time. as days goes by, the more we know of each other, the stronger the bond gets. but forgive me, i still hav doubts.

to admit that u are stronger den me, is one that i hav seldom done. to learn from u, is one that i hav yet achieve. to brin tis frenzship closer, is one that i yearn but fear. u hav surprised me a lot of times, by the tings u do, tings that i nv tot of. but one ting that i realli impressed is ur ability to choose the tots that will reveal to others, and locked up the rest.

i am guilty of settin up barriers when all facts point to a good frenz, distance placed between, assumptions bein made. i know that at the end of the day, i will lose to time. and i noe that it will hurt me as it has done before. and i noe that i will not survive anor time. is not that i dun trust u, but it just that i dun trust myself.

fear hav been hoverin arnd me for some time, even before we met. as i am tryin to heal the pain, day by day, i hav doubts in myself. i noe i wun be able to accept any rs in my life, yet i didnt expect frenzship to be included to. past experiences left me battered in pain, whatever confidence that i am left with, is fragile. i nv expect any promises, nor do i give promises. coz i noe i wun be able to keep or hold them.

feel like curlin up to slp.


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Thursday, July 19, 2007

In time to come ....

one phrase caught my eye today. "nothing's forever, ppl come and go"

didnt noe why, maybe is becoz when i am tired is when the emotions run high. realli drained out, esp havin to start work at 7 this mornin till just now almost 10. maybe it is when i am push to the lvl of abnormality, that my brain shuts down, and let my hrt run.

had a chat with a frenz, regardin what is bein look for in terms of a rs. to her, is just a simple ting "to be important enuf for the other half to take time off to call, when they say they will call"

i am tired.


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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

A Place .......

is there a place in the world where it shelters us from all harm and hurt? somewhere we can nurse our wounds or simply to relax and enjoy ourselves while getting destressed from sch & wk.

deep down in the hrt, is the place where happiness lies.

do i hav that place or hav i lost it to time?


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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Haha... Reservations ....

okie, saw on Ivan's blog that he is taking reservation for his bday. which is like 1 month away. suddenly felt so funny lor. haha. or shld i say interesting. haha. apparently his actual day is alreadi booked by his dear. bloody fortunate guy. hmmmm.

which kinda make me tink of mine. haha. i tink i shld disappear, hmmmm. good tinking. the weird ting i find is that, after the age of 21, every yr's bday, i feel like disappearin. haha. maybe is the tot of gettin pissed drunk realli turn me off. haha.

now i gotta find super lotsa excuse to run away, last yr i took off on the week of my bday. haha. literally from school and work. this yr, bloody bday falls on a saturday. ahhhhhh. panicin. haha. well, come to tink of it, i tink i might hav a special guest for my bday tis yr. haha. that is not yet confirm, but i guess it will be a pleasant one. haha.

perth is so bloody big, maybe i shld hide into the bushlands. haha. and celeb with all the kangaroos. haha. that will be fun, yeah rite. i tink i rather die. haha.

anyway, that is a random post. haha. pretty much nth to update except work had been tiring, had a yummy dinner at Elise's place. healthy eating. and i tink she can cook better den me now, considerin i haven cook for bloody long time. haha. oh ya, according to the chef, the meal is cooked with "TLC", haha, and i learnt a lesson, nv try to be funny when the chef is cooking, coz i might end up eatin maggie mee. haha. until the food is in my stomach. haha. however, i tink my dishwashin skills are gettin better, without hav bloody water everywhere but in the sink. haha.

gotta go slp liao, though slightly huge crave for Gelare waffle, thanks to the chef. hmmm. gotta work early in the morning. hehe.


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Monday, July 16, 2007

Thoughts ...

been a super tough week in terms of work. discovered a few weakness i hav to change in terms of not bring personal to work, and vice versa. my temper is comin out like nobody biz. flarin out at frenz that care. it just the amt of stress that is bubbling in me. ventin it on the ppl that i care, realli hurts me. even though with a fair mind that they will take it, the guilt just cant seem to go away.

cant say that i dun wan a holi, esp after seein frenz comin back refreshed and recharged. but i noe i cant let go now. as much as i wanna just dropped everytin, go for a short break. yet situation doesnt allow me to.

each battle just comes like a wave, after this, the next one is alreadi up in the face. kinda had the feelin that i hav to keep peddling, a break, and i will drowned. i will go insane. i will lost control. didnt noe why i had to face all these, yet i noe i wun give up. whether it is stubborn, or it is the desire to win, it just keep me goin and goin.

to turn back time is a wishful tinking, to plan success is a torturous tinking. like mum say, bite ur lips and force ur way forward.

it had been commented that i might be sacrificin too much for my goal. and at the end of the day, even when i hav achieve it, i might hav lost everytin else. is it worth it?

to hav someone to lean on, to hav someone to be there, to hav someone to fuss abt, to hav someone. all this hav been goin thru my head in the midst of all the tings i have been goin thru. yet didnt noe why i just cant allow that distraction, i just cant allow that little symphony, not even a moment. hrt's desire is gettin stronger, yet mind power is gettin weaker.

cant tink of it, cant tink of it.


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Full Bitching Session ........

alrite, it is 5 degrees out there. and i am back in my warm cosy home. alrite, not that cosy but better den out in the cold. haha.

As the title suggested, yeap. haha. Met up with TRS members, including Lyle at Sizzler Innaloo for a full on bitchin session. haha. and accordin to the team, we gonna hav more of these in future. haha.

Went to watch "Harry Potter 5" which i swear i proclaim it to be a shit movie. neither did it refresh my memory of the book, nor does it make any sense. bloody idiot. waste of money. show finish at midnite, and i sent Lyle back to his place which is in Midland, which i kinda swear off Great Eastern Highway Bypass. bloody dark till cant see anyting at all. hmmm.

was out KTV on Friday nite with Apple, Sandy and Eve. haha. with wat was happenin in that morning at work, i was kinda drained out. but manage to acc them all the way, and if it was not for a blackout, hmmm, they wun leave. they just went high w.o alcohol, impressive. haha.

woke up on sat, supposed to pick Elise up from the airport. considerin the fact that i haven been into the domestic airport, i didnt noe it cleared super fast. here i was at home, changing my car seat cover. droppin by mac to buy fries and coke. when the phone ring, and she is alreadi out. nearly choke on fries. haiz. after pickin her up, and havin half of my fries gone, we headed down to Nando's to find eve and had dinner.

after that, headed home to rest, coz supposedly to head down metro. hmmm. change of plans and was at Claire's place playin mahjong. haha. dunno whether is the fact that i haven played for so long or their luck are super good. i was the onli one losin money. shit. haha. played till 530 in the morning, with a special delivery of XL coke from Baby. haha. not very helpful when it doesnt fit into my cup holder in the car, and the weather is bloody cold. haha.

headed down to city in the afternoon to grab lunch at Jaw's so that Elise could grab some grocery. haha. well, havin dim sum and sushi on the conveyor belt at once is pretty much interesting. haha. didnt had much, yet filled the stomach just nice. haha.

gonna head to bed soon, coz gotta wake up early to do my laundry. shit. haha. yeap and working at 12. haha. yippie. ok, that is tryin to sound enthu but it didnt come out well. but now that i noe i hav a team behind me, didnt felt that lonely in the battle anymore.


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Sunday, July 08, 2007

Indulgence .......

okie, that is how i felt for the past 2 days.... hmmm ....

first was Hog's Breath on friday nite when eve wanted to eat. den was today at Villa Rustica, hmmm. that sure is a bomb spend. haiz. look like next week gonna lock myself in the hse. haha.

work was kinda fucked with me being given a written verbal warning. as ridiculous as it sound. yeap. fucked up. haiz. gonna address the issue soon. gettin more and more bullshit. yeap. seriously bullshit.

pretty much here and there. nth much to update. borin.


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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Craze ....

this may sound super familiar "Autobots tranform and roll out" .... yeap its the "transformers" craze. and yeap i just got back from watchin the movie.

a few critics though, the fightin of the robots seem super blurry. the camera rolled too fast, till i still cant comprehend who is fighting who. slightly slow in the beginning, maybe all films does that. animations was awesome.

"Transformers" being a factor of my childhood, it kinda brought back the "awwww" feeling, the feeling of wantin to collect them all, the feeling of simply amazed, the feeling of childhood.

cant say that the movie is over rated, overall it sure is a block buster. considering the director "Steven Speilberg" his name guarantee worth of ticket price.

however, i miss my comfy seat.... imagine sitting in the first row watchin the movie. hmmm, kinda feel a bit retarded. haha.

anyway, gotta slp now. working tml, and i will be mentally stressed out. wish me luck.


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Monday, July 02, 2007

CHristmas in July

just got back from dinner at Carene's place. hmm, was supposed to be xmas in July. hmmm. it just felt similar, eatin dinner, watchin show, playin mahjong. the good ting is that, at least she is able to sit down and eat with us, chattin and joking. dinner was yummy, and i am gettin fat. haha.

this weekend hav been massive. coz one of my beloved PA's 21st bday. yeap. fri Hits studio, she got smashed, but wasnt as bad as i was. sat nite Metro, she proved that her taichi skills is of a certain lvl. but of coz, not that i am bein such a good boss of not makin her drunk, i am waitin for her Full time boss to come back for the actual round. haha.

weather today was crazy, apparently there is a hurricane swipin across the south west of aussie, and we are on the west side. flooding and high speed wind swipe thru the entire perth since mornin till now. wat a good winter weather. haha.


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