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Monday, October 31, 2005

Wonderful, Fabulous.....

well well, realli long time never been so happy liao.... had a super good weekend lor.... haha.... let me update u guys.....

ok, start from yesterday.... well, woke up late, went to Northbridge with Janette, to watch the Gay Parade.... called "Pride Parade".... an eye opener for me... realli..... we were there standing along the road at 7pm, they hav the pre-parade entertainment, was realli cool, esp for the guy whu was juggling the ball, super smooth man, wonderful skill, super impressed....

actual parade started at 8pm.... Yi tung, Maddox, Bernard and Vanessa joined us lor... before that, there was this little boy standing next to us.... haha... he is so cute lor.... dancing to the music.... haha.... den interactin with the entertainers.... haha... realli interesting.... haha.... he showed us what is called non-bias or prejudice lor.... realli the kid's thinking that we all shld learnt..... and his little brother.... haha... cute little guy.... his hair is like sooo cute and his cheek got the baby fat that i super tempted to pinced it.... haha.... i realise i actually find joy in little kid's eyes... so innocent lor... and when they smile, their eyes realli sparkle.... haha....

anyway, back to the parade, it started with a display of motorcycles.... so cool.... haha.... den followed by the different communities floats lor.... i realise they hav quite a number of support for the gay and lesbian society here..... interesting..... of coz, they hav one float which is one of the sponsors, Voodoo Club where all the strippers are on that... haha... can see the guys eyes dropping out man.... haha..... i realli salute all that were in the parade yesterday, for their courage lor.... realli....

after the parade, the whole grp of us went for dinner at the Korean Restaurant.... haha.... first time i eat dinner so troublesome one.... hav to take off shoe and sit cross-legged.... haha.... interestin experience la.... haha.... the food was not bad lor... is sth like Seoul Garden back home, but one ting i found quite interesting is that, they change the hotplate frequently lor... rem back home, is always until like super charcoal den change, but here, a little bit they change liao.... guess is due to the fact that the F&B rules here are strict lor.... can get sued quite easily.... haha....

me and Janette went off first, coz gotta get in Metro City before 11pm.... haha.... was a Bday party lor.... and the Gold Bar was booked lor.... funny ting was that, it was considered super quiet lor.... i mean, it was supposed to be super packed, but i heard that the day before, MOS was there, den i tink everyone got "thrashed" so little ppl come on saturday lor.... haha.... was kinda fun, as there were two DJs from Sydney lor.... music was good.... haha... the Bday boy got "thrashed" until he was blabbering nonsense... haha... we came back in a Maxi Cab, with 5 other Erica's ppl.... haha... met new ppl again wor... haha.... reached home at abt 4 plus.... couldnt realli sleep, fell sleep at 6plus, when the sun is up... haha... it hav been like that for the whole week man... haha..... tink i got that virus from JAnette... haha... (that was wat she say la).... haha....

today, was awoken by Steph... at 4pm.... literally hav to dragged my butt out of bed... haha.... was in such a blur mode that i mistook the message given to me as in she coming over pick me up.... ended up i was at her place's gate at 5pm.... haha... well... according to her, i kinda scolded her la... haha... this is called "die die also i correct" .... haha....

anyway, went to Northbridge for some Hong Kong cuisine... haha... not bad la... haha.... yummy.... den we went down to Challenge Stadium for the Dancesport COmp lor.... haha.... i tink i was in a hype up mood just now.... haha... esp when i saw the top naked performance.... poor steph's arm.... i was gripping it lor... haha.... haha.... wat a nice "dessert" .... haha.... the entire ting was so good.... haha....

den after the ting.... we went Famosa for Bubble tea, and i felt hungry, guess i was in super good mood la... so i ate one bowl of noodles lor.... haha.... burp..... haha.... i tink i shocked them lor... was kinda eating a lot lor... haha....

den came back, check my email, saw an email send by LiJun whu is in China now lor.... wah.... so happi, i super missed her..... kinda felt guilty that i neber call her lor... haha....

den feng ying from Taipei msn me lor.... so happi... buddy man.... haha...

so mani happy tings happening to me.... i felt fully recharge ..... haha..... yeah....

realli feeling like on Cloud Nine (not the choc) ....... haha.... realli thank all the people whu were there to make it happy.... haha... love u guys.... haha....


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Friday, October 28, 2005

Tipsy .....

haha, well, was drinkin white wine with my housemates lor.... haha... Chenin Blanc.... not bad, crisp finish, fruity.... smooth.... haha...

well.... woke up at 3pm this afternoon.... went to uni to meet my grp mates regards to the report that is due on monday lor.... haha.... den after that help Jarrad with his assignment... haha.... and he treated me bubble tea... yeah.... haha..... at first he wanted to treat dinner one... but i was tinkin that, that time he treated dinner liao... dun be so bad la... bubble tea will do... haha....

was watching "Saving the last dance"... i like that show man... haha.... well... i guess anyting that gotta do with dancing, i like lor.... haha....

weekend here, yeah.... haha.... lookin forward to it lor.... haha........


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Quote of the Day ....

"Touched and Be Touched"

ok, got this from Ivan's blog again...

human touch is the most wonderful gift we have.... how mani of us here, hav encounter the wonders of touch? when we are sad, someone to hug u... when we are happy, someone to give a pat on ur back..... doesnt that make u feel good??? .....

well frenz, i am not encouraging touching someone else everytime.... but more of like, when someone need it, touch them (dun tink too far) ..... haha..... let the wonder of the silent touch spread to those whu need it.....


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haha ....

okie, lets see.....

couldnt realli sleep last nite, guess that happens when i didnt manage to clear out the stuffs in my brain... haha... imagine ur eyes close, and all the stuffs zooming in ur mind... hmm... how to sleep???

anyway, ended up driftin in and out of dreams lor... which allows me to reply steph's sms at 9 plus this morning.... haha.... i tot that was part of a dream that is startin man.... haha....

woke up at 230pm... took a bath, den went over steph's place to help her carry her load of laundry.... haha.... she sure got a lot of laundry sia... haha.... den went coles to grab some stuffs lor.... got pissed off when i got check ID for gettin one box of cig... almost jumpin and swearing lor.... haha.... i know it is good to look young... but is like..... ahhhhhhhhhhh........

watever, came back eat dinner den slack in the room lor.... haha.... this few days, a few incidents of robbery arnd my area lor... scary to go out sia.... maybe i shld get myself a gun for self protection wor... tink too much liao... haha.....

anyway, going for this gala dinner hold by EUH on the 5th Nov.... supposedly to be the last event lor... since heikal they all going, no harm goin lor... haha....


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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thoughts....

dun worry, this is like a thought after finishing my assignments.... and looking at my bro's blog....

i realise that teaching nowadays are not that easy like how it used to be.... why did i say that? well... rem the times where you have to write book reviews, newspaper article reviews, essays, etc... you will write it down on paper, hand it in... wait for ur teacher to finish marking, scribble comments on it and return to you... but now, my bro's chinese teacher use blogs to issue assignment, everyone in the class have to write out the answers in their own blog... and the teacher will look thru and leave comments on each of the blog... interesting???....

well after looking thru his whole class blogs, i have a few comments to make....

1st - advantages of this approach

well, lets just put it this way, if u can see what your classmates have written and read the comments by the teacher, wun it help u to improve? there bound to be stronger and weaker students in a class. what i am sayin here is whereby, those weaker ones are able to know why theirs are at the bottom, and improve... while those stronger one will have the tendency of competin with each other, with the percentage of students in the stronger section increasing, competition will increase, thus the quality of the work produced will increased too.... this will also help pulling up those who are in the weaker section... overall, it will be a win-win situation.... of coz, the teacher must make sure that, no prejudice on those weaker students.... if not, it will make the situation worse den before.... anor good ting is that, by looking at what ur classmates wrote, this will reduce the chances of plagarism .... was readin the questions that was posted by the teacher, suddenly make me realise, after readin thru his whole class answers.... well... apparently the tinkin is the same... sadly to say... everyone gave a "standard" answer... not much critical tinkin involved lor.... Singapore education system concentrate much more on the "correct" answer den encouraging pupils to actually be innovative... this results in, students go out into the society... we lack critical thinking, creativity and innovation....

2nd - critical thinking/ analysis

ok, after readin the answers given to the questions that the teacher posted, i realise that most of students have the "standard" answer. those kinda answer that will guarantee good marks... the "model" answer... this is one area that i personally tink that the Singapore or maybe even Asia education need to improve... since i am from singapore, i shall comment onli on spore edu system.... i rem those days, we have the model essays books, model answers book, ten year series with answers. i am sure there are more of this.... our teacher always say, "read this. do this, and you will get good grades" well, true, in a way or anor...

but what is sacrifice? not much critical tinkin involved lor.... Singapore education system concentrate much more on the "correct" answer den encouraging pupils to actually be innovative... this results in, when students go out into the society... we lack critical thinking, creativity and innovation.... well, critical thinking.... the ability to tink out of the box... to look at different perspectives, different approaches.... sadly to say, i rem a few incidents, where me or my frenz tried to do different approach to a essay question, the teacher will say "stay back after class, i wanna tok to you" den she will comment that "if you write like that in ur exam, you wun get good grades or even fail" so, students are fearful of this consequence of failing, hence, we follow model answer and pass the exams... but what good does it realli do to us?

we took sense for granted back home... we tot that by producin the standard answer, it is sense... but here, i realise that is not the case.... as things consist of boths sides... back home, we see the "good" side, not the "bad"... this result in not able to analyse it as a whole picture....

singapore is considered as meritocracy society, where paper qualification is super impt in gettin a job, to get a promotion, to climb up the corporate ladder. ask any person on the street, they will tell you that paper is impt.... ok, so havin pass exams, get that paper, you get a job, end of story? maybe during our parent's time, but now... NO...

with the world gettin smaller, globalization, advancement of technology.... will singapore students survive? well... unless they are able to adapt to changes efficently and learn effectively, they will not survive.... sad story rite? let me explain with a informal case study of mine....

i have frenz arnd me who are taking the traditional way of getting a degree in which from primary - secondary - junior college - local uni .... the way that all parents felt will be the best for them.... ok, so they got their degree, they went out looking for a job, wao... got a job which they tink they like. good pay, good chance of promotion.... everyting looks good now.... but what happen when they face with global challenges that need to be resolved? there is no ten yr series to get the answer, no model answer set for the problem.... this is where, they are forced out of the box... the fact that they werent taught to tink out of the box, they are contented in their comfort zone, they start to stress up, they get disheartened and lose hope in the job, so they job hopped, the cycle go round and round. you noe what i mean rite? eventually, the future pillar of the society start to fall apart, they lack of self-confidence, in finding ways to approach a problem.... or looking at a point from different perspective.... they take flight den face the problems....

well, how does this help the economy? well, it decrease productivity, lead to slow growth of economy, which will affect everyone.... why did all this happen? well, it lead back to the fact that, what we were taught from young... spore students are always said to be fortunate, coz they are almost spoonfed.... well, true when you get the paper, but it maybe bad for you when u stepped into society....

give a personal case, well, everyone noe i did a research ppt for my Int Mgt, and there is a research report that had to be done.... well, for my ppt, i experienced with anor approach and fortunately, the tutor was impressed... she ask me stay back after class... and told me "well, the ppt was realli good, but for the report, pls make sure you have more on critical analysis den just quotes, quotes wun help in gettin good marks, as what i am looking for is more of analysis..." my mind is like "great, how to go abt doing critical analysis? what is critical thinking?" so i ask her to give an example, den i got a rough idea... but still, she said "i understand that most asian students have problem with critical thinking, dun hesitate to approach me if you have difficulties in doing that"....

well, what does this show? take in mind that i took the not so traditional way of education, in which primary - secondary - polytechnic - overseas uni ... yet, with the working experience i had back home, didnt even help me in developing critical thinking.... kinda saddening in a way...

realli make me wonder, after studying for so long, yet i cant even have a competitive advantage in this global world... so wat if asian work harder? everyone also can work harder.... but the key to break thru this barrier is to be able to adapt and learn fast...

i finally understand why private firms or MNCs back home prefer to hire overseas grad.... esp in singapore where the onli resources we have is knowledge.... overseas grad are exposed to much more tings den local grad.... for example... the diversified culture, the different perspective, opinions, suggestions etc ..... all these will give the company a competitive advantage over the rest. and anor thing is whereby, overseas grad are able to tackle problems more willingly, as they see more den one perspectives or even solutions... they see it as sth within their comfort zone.... this will lead to lesser turnover, higher productivity, higher profit and benefit the society/economy/ company/individual.

and also understand why everyone say that "the grass is greener on the other end of the pasture".... this results in lost of local talents which is a problem that singapore is facing... retaining of local talents especially those who went out to the "greener pasture" and found it better....

you may say that "well, u urself is an overseas grad, of coz you will side overseas grad, but there might be local grad whu are stronger den you." true, i have seen sucessful local grads. and i hav seen overseas grad failing... and of coz there will be ppl stronger den me "a mountain higher".... i dun tink i am the greatest one...

but what we all cant deny is that, although the society is much peaceful compared to our parent's generation in terms of world wars... but the battle in the business field have just starting to be intensifying... the competition will be tougher.... globalization .... the distance will be reduced.... comfort zones maybe destroyed.... the world will be one.... connected by the technology.... our generation need to battle out in the biz field... it is always "the strongest survive" but also with anor added factor "the one whu adapts and learn fast succeed" .... it is not just being critical, but also to be culturally sensitive, continous upgrading... although singapore is consider a multicultural society, but nth will beat being a international student in other countries... coz you will be forced to adapt as quickly as possible, the basic insinct of survival... and you start to absorb like a sponge to all the different cultures.... at the end of the day... you are more street-wise.... ur comfort zone expand... doesnt all this help u to survive the everchanging society.... doesnt that give you a competitive advantage....

well, i hoped that my bro will be able to pursue his degree overseas, dun everyone wan those they loved to survive in this world? but will he understand? well, it is for onli he himself to find out....



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Phew ....

well well, for now, all the ppt done... so relieved lor....

todays ppt went well... i am so glad lor..... anor good news is that, the portfolio that was supposed to be handed in on fri is postphoned to next week.... so, now... i am considered as free liao... haha.... after two stressful ppt, i realli need a rest man.....

so, saturday goin clubbin with Janette lor.... haha... free tic wor.... might as well lor.... den on sunday, is the dance comp i hav been waitin for lor.... man... gonna be a good weekend....

haha... and is like, got a few good news from frenz back home.... well, somehow i tink i hav guardian angels lor... haha... after such stressful days in the beginnin of the week, now i am enjoyin myself.... haha....


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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Anger Mgt ....

well well, i tink i realli need that now.....

got stunned by PR class today, coz need to do peer evaluation... damn.... honestly, i didnt realli conc on that unit lor.... so the project i am the slacker style lor... damn.... tink i gonna get retribution liao....

den met yi tung at Noodle hse to hav a drink.... coz he was waitin for jason to finish class lor.... haha....

came back, ate dinner.... went back uni again for the admin meetin... crapped.... and there was a sudden downpour lor.... luckily got a ride back.... if not.... confirm drenched one......

irritated by someone.... which i shall not elaborate... and i can feel my level of anger rise to the limit.....

i need to vent out the anger, but den.... in the quiet perth, nth i can do..... damn... for example, play squash, here dun hav 24hrs squash court, clubbin ... i dun hav a freakin car, and even i have, no 24hrs techno club..... whack ppl, well, no volunteer for human sandbag.......

ended up, the anger make me hungry which kinda worsen the situation, so ended up eatin pasta.... crapped.... late nite eatin.... fantastic.....


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Monday, October 24, 2005

Relieved ....

well well, such a relieve lor.... finally int mgt ppt finish liao... well, there is some bloopers... but all in all, it was a good one....

Jarrad treated us to dinner lor.... haha... with the exchange of not doin the report lor.... haha.... so me got out of it... left with Nina lor... haha.... yeah.....

well.... nth much lor... now conc on the other units lor... but felt a huge stone dropped liao lor.... haha... coz i realli put trememdous effort on that ppt.... haha.... felt so happi... haha....


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...

ok, yesterday went past super fast... why??? coz i woke up at 5 plus lor.... haha.... slept for a total of 12 hrs i tink.... hmm... was in groggy state lor.... haha..... cooked dinner.... ate dinner.... got a shock by nig..... den did my ppt lor... haha

anyway... nth much happen this few days... coz i am rushing for my top quality ppt.... haha....

update later bah....


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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Morning ....

well well, i am still up.... great... fantastic... and i am goin crazy soon....

lets recap....
woke up at 3 plus, was kinda in groggy mood.... went coles to grab meat and mushrooms lor.... den came back, settle down to read the book again.... ahhhhhh..... cooked korean style dinner.... must pamper myself la..... so now i got one week supply of food in my fridge... haha....

den went over yi tung's place, coz steph do assignment lor, me wanna go drink bubble tea lor... haha.... so at 1am, we went city to buy bubble tea, den went to uncle Billy's for supper.... honestly, it is so crapped that i forgo most of it.... got scolded for wastin food... hmm... but, i cant let my stomach suffer lor... pampered child lor... haha... but honestly i improve a lot liao lor.... hmm....

so came back and sudden in the mood to finish up the ppt, so half drinkin bubble tea, half polishing up the ppt lor.... now that it is done, wao... the sun is alreadi up... kinda feel good sia... haha... but still have a 3000 word report which i tink i will leave to the rest to complete... mind draining sia.... well, cant say i did my very best, but more like i did my best for wat i am capable of doin now.... haha....

yawns... time to sleep... gotta wake up early afternoon lor, coz got admin mgt ppt need to do, den at nite got club meeting at nig's place i tink.... watever... yawnz.... time to stone....


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Saturday, October 22, 2005

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okie, today went past like a busy day for the later part of the day....

woke up at past noon, was kinda in a panic, coz i missed my class again... damn.... had to hand in assignment.... so, me went to the print shop to get the newsletter printed out lor... freakin cost me 6 bucks to get that out... den went to the lib to do project.... was tryin to set up the wireless tingy on my laptop. onli manage to get msn runnin but not the IE... stupid wireless, make me missed NP's wireless access sia....

went to open the bank account with Nig and Peggy lor... for the club.... haha.... saw yi tung there, apparently everyone is rushin to hand in assignment. haha...

Jarrad told me a funny ting, which make me wonder, whether it is a joke a not.... but if it is true, how nice it will be... haha....

anyway, came back and cooked dinner, one time cooked 4 portions of pasta, to be kept in the fridge for the meals next few days.... since i will be rushin assignment lor... haha....

started to read the 2 books written by Mr Lee K.Y.... super thick book sia.... hav to try to finish it by sunday. so as to compile the stuffs for monday's ppt lor....

anyway, gonna sleep liao, eyes are closing man.....


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Friday, October 21, 2005

Quote of the Day

"Pain double on the person who love you"

okie, this was kinda interpreted from the song by Li Sheng Jie "Chi Xin Jue Dui" ....

whenever we are in a rs, and when it ends... we feel hurt and pain. that is normal, no one can escape, unless you dun even hav any love for the person lor. been there... done that....

but what happens when u tink it is the end of the world? did u noe that, the person who love u from the side, hurt double.... some may say it is stupid, but the ting called "love", who can realli understand it? ....

give u a scenario to illustrate my point, A & B are together, C like A secretly. so when A & B broke up, C was there with A. C see A so hrt broken, C will feel like sheltering A, that will hav an effect on C, whereby C will feel much much worse den A. A tinks that it is the end of the world, it influences C and C will feel double the pain. the irony is whereby C was never in the rs with A. but a mere love for A cause C to endure pain.

so frenz out there, when you encounter hrt breaks and hurt, always rem, someone out there whu love u, is experiencin it twice. it is never the end of the world.... there will be someone out there who is better lor....

easier said den done, i noe... but at least dun hav the tot of suicide.... it will be the worse ting that can be done to urself or to the ppl who love u.....


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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Coma ...

okie, i realise i didnt update yesterday... hmmmm .... too much in mind ....

yesterday was kinda blur too....
went for my last taichi class.... completed 15 styles, hmm.... not bad lor... haha.... next sem gonna continue lor.... haha... went for class, super borin as usual.... if i didnt promise my project mates i will go, i wun even go lor... haiz....

went to abacus for project meetin after that, ppt is next week lor.... after that went to the lib to do some research.... after readin books, i realise that sometimes, dun always listen to wat is bein told to us lor.... there are so many sides to a story, let alone a culture.... haiz.... i guess if i didnt choose that topic for Int Mgt, i will still hav the very good impression lor.... well.... that is life.... realli feel kinda cheated in a sense, but well, at least i noe the truth now.... cant bring this up back home, unless i wanna be sittin in a jail for the rest of my life....

came back home for dinner.... pasta again, fast easy, and dun mind eatin the leftovers the next day.... was kinda too tired last nite.... but but.... i got my delivery of bubble tea lor... haha... yeap, steph again... haha.... now i tink i am back to the addiction of bubble tea.... haha...

woke up today, went to Carousel to get the tickets for the Dance comp, man, i shld hav gone earlier, to get the better seats, but den, still manage to get not bad seats lor... haha.... came back, went to the lib and meet steph lor.... the uni wireless sucks, got procedures one lor... wanted to do research online, but cant lor.... anor ting that i kinda unhappy is the ppl from the IT helpdesk at CBS.... super unfriendly lor... hmm.... now i gotta find anor source for interview lor...

went to Garden City for dinner, den to buy bubble tea again... haha... die die....

now back to assignment, got that stupid newsletter lor... luckily, i got help from Janette, if not i can die designin the layout lor... hmm... i am not a good designer sia... especially with a software that i am not familiar with....


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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Quote for the Day

"You may be forgiven by saying sorry, but you can't undo the hurt you caused"

ok.... lets put it tis way... sorry is always the hardest to say, maybe not for some ppl. but what i mean is the word "sorry" that comes from the hrt, not just off the mouth.

we will always forgive someone if we felt the sorry is sincere enuf. and we will always tink that as long as we are sincere with the word sorry, we are forgiven and case closed....

but,
that is never that simple, what abt the hurt that we caused? can a sorry reverse everyting??? NO.... sadly to say, but NO....

for me, i hav hurt a lot of ppl, and i had been hurt. for example, my mum, i hurt her too much, although i said sorry and she forgiven me, but i cant reverse the hurt. being a rebellious teenager back den or maybe even now, there are a lot of tings i have done, that is meant to hurt her, it reach a certain point that i aim to hurt her, coz i hate her. it was realli scary, tinkin abt it now. but time to time, she forgiven me. it is onli until recently, den i can understand the hurt that she was goin thru.

we all made mistakes and hurt others. it is a must to say sorry, but dun say it too lightly. make amendments, and rem, dun ever repeat it again..... onli den, we are truely forgiven....


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Lazy Day ....

okie, first of all, i must apologise to all the ppl i was supposed to meet today... realli sorry... me kinda suffered from coma situation lor...

anyway, was kinda sloppy and lazy for the entire afternoon... so much for bein hardworking man.... since i got so lazy, ended up not cookin dinner and went to tapau Chicken Treats lor.... stoned in front of the TV before i came back into my room....

continue to read Journals from Proquest... and decided that, it is not an easy topic that i tot it will be... too many ideas... hmm... gotta sort them out...

anyway, dun tink i can go far out tonite, kinda tired lor... haha....


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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Quote of The Day

"You never know what you own until you lost them!"

taken from Ivan's blog directly "I guez we humans nv learn our lessons..We alwiz take ppl ard us or our things for granted. Until we lost them, we realized their existence & hw important they were to us. However, it's nt everytime we get a chance to retrieve them. Some things once lost is gone forever..Cherish whoever u're wif nw & watever u haf wif u nw b4 it's too late!"

well... all the more, i guess he said the gist.... realli hav to agree with him lor... i have been there, done that... and it will be a regret of my life...

funny ting is that, whenever i say that, ppl will tink "well, i noe the point, but i dun realli seem to be very concern abt it" .... everyone of us hear this phrase before, how many of us actually take it seriously???.... unfortunately, i guess none of us took it that seriously until it happened on us... and maybe even worse, make the same mistakes again and again....

"i shld hav cherish it" ... sounds familiar???.... well.... sadly to say, yes.... there is always rooms for improvement, but most of us will onli find out after we lost it....


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Dried Brain ....

ok, so much of being stupid.... i dragged myself to uni for the IM class.... 3 long ppt by other grps, and 2 lect in one day... man... we are all drained out completely.... after class, went to ask lecturer abt our topic, at least we hav a much clearer view of wat is expected lor....

came back, wanted to cook rice, but becoz tml got flat inspection, ended cooking pasta again... so while i was kinda rushin thru the cooking, my other flatmates were cleanin up the flat... haha..... but poor ga ram gotta wait for me to cook finish, coz he is in charge of the stove lor... haha... well, luckily this week i got the easiest job... so not that bad la....

anyway, watch TV a while, den came into my room... startin to do research on Pro Quest.. and i found many interestin article.... haha... kinda got into the mood of readin them... was doin a research on Lee Kuan Yew lor... kinda interestin to see tings from the perspective of ppl arnd the world... so ended up skimmin thru 55 journals lor... fruitful... but kinda info overload... haha....

anyway, me gonna sleep now... need a rest for my brain... will continue tml... i strive for a Distinction in this research paper... haha....


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Monday, October 17, 2005

WTF

okie, i am kinda feelin stupid....

was in uni just now den i saw Jimmy lor... den he pointed out that this week is week 12.... den i check my unit outline and realise that the Int Mgt ppt is due on week 13.... damn... stupid.... and last nite at 1 am, i gave myself anor stupid shock... tot that the 3000 words research paper is due today..... wat the hell..... super disorganised man....

so now i am back home, coz i just realise that my hp no credit liao... damn.... and for more stupid ting, i forget to bring my universal adapter, my laptop nearly dead on me.... wat the hell....

i tink i need fish cod liver oil man... or anyting that can improve my memory, and also my cleverness... feeling damn stupid lor....

goin class later.... haiz.... after walkin here and there... dun even feel like walkin back to class liao... haiz.... feelin damn stupid..... i tink i will die of hrt attack before i finish Uni sia....


dunno why, been feelin super irritable lor... and i can feel my temper comin up.... wat the hell.... haiz....


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Quote Of the Day

"Respect Each Other's comfort Zone"

okie, everyone of us has comfort zone... what happened when ppl invade into ur comfort zone??? uncomfortable, gettin irritated, blah blah blah....

how do we noe if we hav invaded into ppl's comfort zone??? ... well the fastest way is to see the non verbal signs or the body language....

but i realise that not everyone is able to detect that... unfortunately....

what happen if it is ur own family or frenz whu invaded? the strain in the rs, isnt it just so hard to say it out??? .... u try to get the point across and they still dun get it???,... that can be super vexin compared to a stranger whu does that...

u will hav restraint, doubts, all becoz the other party is someone whu is closer to u.... u dun wanna hurt them, yet u are feelin super uncomfortable.....

well.... for me personally, i choose to run away, whereby i dun do a direct headon with the situation... a coward way, yet so far it did help a lot.... where i dun hav to face with those ugly scenes.... those whu noe me well enuf, hav seen that i showed my displeasure quite distinctively... so for those whu dun see it, well, too bad, it is not worth the frenzship.... say that i am selfish... i dun care, coz i treasure my comfort zone as how a Lion will.... i dun see the point of buildin a frenzship with someone whereby i hav to spell out every single tings.... especially with me not realli into expressin myself that well....

of coz i cant say i am an expert in makin sure i dun invade into other's comfort zone, but i can say i can sense when to withdraw at the limit... i am still learnin to Observe ... observation skills is the most impt tool in life...

wat do u reckon???


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Yet Anor Day ....

okie, that sound so sianz... well... in the midst of all the assignments due... i am still not in the mood... where is the sense of urgency???... ahh....

slack the entire day, although i have a major ppt tml... wat the .... haiz.... kinda feel that since it is abt Grandfather Lee, (MM Lee Kuan Yew)... me kinda slack lor... haha... but somehow feel maybe out of topic lor... better not... if not i cry sia....

anyway, just now got special delivery wor, by jie jie.... Honeydew Bubble Tea... haha... yeah.... haha... and is the big big cup one wor... haha.... love ya... haha....

now realli have to get back to work liao... den again... no mood... can someone just press the "work" button???.... haiz...


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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Quote of the Day

"Once or Forever ??"

okie, to make it simpler .... is that standard question which everyone will hear, heard of.... the chinese saying of "dun care forever but wat matter most is havin it once".... direct translation lor... haha ....

anyway, never promise ur loved ones forever, as no one knows the future.... i rem one frenz tellin me, love someone each day as if it is the end of the world... haiz....

for me, although i say i dun believe in forever, yet the funny ting is that, i yearn for it.... it is impossible, yet i still hope it will be.... for me to say it now, i can feel it.... yet at that point of time, i didnt cherish it....

life can be contridicting.... or even irony.... to hav it onli once, it is easier to let go... yet i am greedy.... i dun just wan it once... i wan forever.... whu dun wan forever love??? .... but it never exist.... how long is forever???.... infinity.....

when my frenz arnd me told me that, their other half told them that he/she loved them forever.... they kinda feel loved... but most of them after broke up, say that it was the most stupid ting they can believe... haiz.... why make tings so ugly??? .... so, dun promise someone forever... no matter how sweet or romantic it will sound... coz it will kinda make ppl skeptical on love.... realli...


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Saturday, October 15, 2005

....

ok, basically.... i am called the Tasmanian Devil.... which is given to me by my very good "Penguin" jie jie.... whu apparently always wanna smack me one lor.... den again.... dunno why i suddenly got a jie jie lor... hmmm.....

anyway.... woke up super late today lor... finally able to sleep until i happy.... ended up... slackin and slacking.... haha.... cooked pasta for dinner, i added onion to it, but i took them out becoz i still dun like the taste of it.... haha....

later goin yum cha lor.... haha.... well well, i pushed away an offer to go clubbin lor .... just kinda feel funny in the sense lor... sorry Janette....

gonna update again la... in the mean time, digestin food .... haha....


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HAHA ....

well well, after sending my laptop for formatting... now the msn is working well... i am so glad lor... haha.... thank jason.... haha....

anyway, just got back from bubble tea lor.... coz just now... Anthony and Steph came to pick me up and send me to Yi Tung's place lor... haha... den i no need to walk walk so far in the dark... haha... wanted to go yum cha one... but jimmy was too tired after work... haha.... went Famosa lor... haha...

so now... gotta do a bit of stuffs in my laptop lor... after all, must sayang it liao... haha... hope it doesnt give me anymore trouble sia...


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Friday, October 14, 2005

Tired ...

well, apparently, i dunno why i feel super tired.... hmmm

lets see, watched "Charlie and the Choc Factory", and "Sleath" last nite.... kinda good though... i realise that no matter how i wanna sleep early, it is always 3am... wtf....

went out for a walk last nite with Janette, apparently i am goin crazy.... needed some cold air to freeze my brain... and curb my temper.... haha....

did my laundry today... and the weather is like 21 degrees... finally the first time i use the fan provided lor... kinda felt stuffy in the room lor... haha...

now in uni, send my laptop to Jason for formattin lor... hopefully it will be "healthier" lor... haha.... so gotta wait till it is done la.... just finish project meetin lor... ahhhhh.... stress wor.... anyway... update when i am back la.... haha...


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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Burp ....

okie, first i must thank everyone whu make this blog a more interactive one.... haha... maybe mine will become the next famous blog???.... *puke* ....

anyway.... lets see,
woke up today wanted to join someone for lunch, ended up... haha... blur blur steph forget her book, so she had lunch at home.... haha.... so me slack and slack and slack lor.....

went to meet Yi tung in uni to go City lor... coz he wanted to change the details of his plane tic lor.... after that went to Taka to eat Japanese food.... haha... burp... den went to buy bubble tea at Utopia.... haha... super full sia....

wanted to take bus from London Court one, but realise that sth is goin on there.... the police condorned off the entire stretch of road lor.... of coz, the sporean style KPO kick in place... haha.... watch the news bah.... haha.... suspect is bomb bah... hmm....

so took the train back and walked home lor... haha.... wat a good exercise on thurs sia.... dunno whether can eat dinner a not lor... too full liao... haha....


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Quote of the Day

"How Mature u are is from how u Control ur temper"

ok, i rem wat steph told me today... hmm..
.. thank gal.... i appreciate that....

let me elaborate what i can rem la...

basically, time to time when i sae i am mature, in the sense i am... but wat happen when i get irritated easily??? ... it show that i am immature.... hmmm ....

i must learn how to control my temper... rem my mum told me i had the temper of a bull... well.... i guess i must learn to accept ppl as they are lor... isnt true??

how abt u my frenz????


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Full ....

okie, lets see.... hmm.....

today was woken up early by Mr Nig at 9am, supposedly to go bank at 11am lor.... to open that account for the club... dilly dally, onli got out of the hse at 1145am... haha.,.... well, basically not the normal procedures of openin a personal account bah.... so didnt realli open it lor... haiz....

went for tai chi... yeah... i love tai chi... gonna continue again next sem... haha.... feel the goodness of it to my health lor.. haha... crapped.... but it is true la... haha....

apparently i didnt go for class today.... kinda dun feel like entertainin that borin admin seminar lor... so was talking to Janette at the Noodle's House... kinda tok abt wat i need her to do for the club... den ended up chattin abt ourselves lor... haha... now i feel i noe her better liao... isnt it great....

went back Erica to hand in the Housing Form.... kinda stupid in a way i was forced to rewrite in black pen coz i use blue pen, some stupid curtin procedures... hmm ..... changed jacket coz the temp sudden dropped... and went back to Abacus to do project lor....

dropped by Steph place for a chat... help her do her finance assignment lor.. .and i realise a point from there .... "dun always tink so complicated" .... someting are just as simple as they look.... haha....

went out for dinner with Nig, Anthony and steph lor... haha... me had "claypot rice with chicken, salted fish and chinese sausage" and "sambal chilli fish"... yummy.... long time dun hav that kinda of satisfaction liao... haha....

went over to Yi tung's place lor... at first is steph wanted to get a cd... ended up we were makin a russ at his hse lor... haha.... so funny.... finally Anthony meet his match liao... haha... but quite interestin lor... haha....

anyway.... gonna sleep early.... must regain all the energy man... haha... *just an excuse to sleep* .... haha...


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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

YEAH ....

okie, i am goin the Brumby's dancesport competition .... so exciting.... haha.... cant believe it.... cute guys.... haha.... wonder if the couple from Denmark is comin a not... haha... he is just so cute.... haha... anyway....

went for class today... PR principles.... i am late again... haha.... nvm.... haha.... i tink the tutor kinda expect liao... haha... must learn time management liao...

anyway, saw yi tung when i came out of the class, so we went noodle's house and hav coffee lor but of coz i dun drink coffee, had green tea.... second alternative to Lime Coke... haha...

came back, tried to cook lamb today... but somehow, not veri satisfied with it... hmm.... will go back and learn again before i cook that lamb... hmm... meantime, stick to chicken lor... haha....

kinda gathered some momentum liao.... but alreadi half of the week gone... gonna slack again... haha.... as usual....


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Quote of the Day

"Responsibility in a relationship is essential"

ok, was listenin to this song by Wu Yin Liang Pin "Teng Ni De Zhe Ren".... basically is toking abt how this guy feel that he got the responsibility in caring for his gf no matter wat.... hmmm

which makes me wonder.... sometimes, in a rs, u must hav ur responsibility... but wat happens when it ends??? .... by right it shld end there and then.... yet a lot of us out there, make the mistake of holding on.... tinking that, it is still our responsibility to take care of the other....

isnt it too tiring??? .... wat if the other party alreadi got someone else whu has taken that responsibility from u???.... hmmm..... sound hrt-breaking and i noe it is... but when it is time to end a responsibility, end it.... dun dragged... it will do neither side good .... it will just worsen watever is left between u two, that may include the frenzship or memories u two share....


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Brumby`s WA Open Dancesport Championships 2005

i wanna go.... i miss the 2 major held in spore.... i wanna go this one.... can see cute ass... oops i mean guys.... haha... but they realli hav good ass leh... haha.... that is one aim, the other is to see whether there are any new routine a not lor... haha,....

30th Oct 2005, Challenge Stadium....
Heats 9am .... $25
Heats(9am) & Finals (7pm)... $32

Couples from Canada, the US and all points of the globe will be competing against local and eastern states competitors all vying to be the Brumby`s 2005 WA Open Dancesport Champion.

Dancesport is the name given to competitive Ballroom Dancing. Couples perform dance routines to traditional ballroom music through to the exciting rhythms of Latin American. The ages of the competitors range from the very young to the very young at heart (6yrs to 80 yrs).


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Monday, October 10, 2005

Chilly....

okie, weather considered a bit funny .... why??? coz is like bright sun but chilly wind... haha.... the world is changing.... look at the disaster arnd us.... me and my frenz were toking abt all these tingy that is goin on.... kinda felt like is somehow a kinda warning.... no offense to anyone " God is angry with us for destroyin the earth, and He feel that there are too many of us... so he decided to take some out..." so be honoured to stay alive....

anyway.... woke up at 930am today.... went over steph's place, meet up with Nig and Peggy.... got the forms signed.... den went to the Guild to meet with Alex.... had meetin for an hr plus.... just briefin us thru the procedures and stuffs....

den went to the Tarv to buy lunch... apparently, next time i wun go with Steph to buy Kebab liao... haha... coz is like for the past two times, i am always the last one to get the fish kebab, so today i let her go first la, ended up i dun hav fish kebab.... haha... hmm.... interestin though.... haha....

was helpin Steph with her laundry sia... three loads... hmm... of coz that include her bedsheet la.... haha... which remind me to do mine this week.... went to cole to grab some stuffs, den slack at her place lor....

we were watchin "I Am Sam" which is such a nice movie, that i skipped class... cant believe i skipped my Int Mgt class.... haha.... but that movie was realli touchin lor.... i dun mind watchin again, as i didnt manage to finish watchin it coz of the scratched dvd... hmmm....

came back and cooked fried rice... haha... haven been cookin much at home last week, so kinda need to clear those meats and veg from last week lor... haha.... i tink it is abt time to get into the mood of studyin... but i seriously no mood... haiz... how ah??? .... hmm....


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Quote of the Day

"take things one step at a time"


been sometime i haven gave a quote, so here it is....

hav u felt super drained out, when organisin tings??? when havin tings planned out? i have.... a lot of times, and what happen in the end, i just back out.... i run away... i withdraw....

still in learnin process, not to put too much effort in anyting, too much hope in anyting, too much commitment in anyting.... coz the endin is neber what i hav planned....

Steph say "take tings easy, relax"... guess it is kinda true.... i am just too tensed up.... one odd character of perfectionist.... nth in the world is perfect, so why expect it to be perfect????

take the backseat rather den the driver's seat and enjoy life.... dun always wanna be the one in control, as a lot of tings are not within control....

i am still learnin.... what abt u????


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So Scary ....

okie.... basically today went like that.... haha....

woke up at 3pm... wanted to go to market one... but is like, heard the wind outside blowing like nobody's biz.... plus i missed the bus, so no point going... slackin at home lor.... i haven even iron my clothins lor.... haiz....

went to play pool with Janette.... den got a phone call to go out eat dinner.... haha... so much for plannin to cook tonite.... was kinda lazy though.... haha..... so was out with Nig, Steph and Anthony lor.... went Thornlie... some food court somewhere there.... had so-called "indo cuisine" .... wat fascinate me most is that,
they deliver the food to ur table.... while like back home it is self-sevice.... haha.... anyway....

went to Utopia to buy Bubble tea..... and we got this Jap supposedly horror movie.... and went over to Steph's place to watch lor.... it is a super lame movie, not much horror element.... hmm.... make us wonder, did we get the wrong movie... haha....

after that, stop for a break and ate the cheesecake that Ga Ram made.... haha.... and watched "40 Days 40 Nights" .... haha.... funny show... me decided that me not gonna watch anymore love comedy liao.... kinda make me tink too much.... nvm.... that is anor ting....

i tink i gonna sleep early today lor.... tml gotta wake up early lor... haiz... wat the hell.... my bio clock is realli gone case liao....


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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Super Brain Juice ....

well, as i tink, Lime Coke (or Coca-Cola with Lime Flavour) is my source of Brain Juice.... haha.... everyday i hav to drink it lor.... haha... dun worry, i got enuf supply to last me till this semester end... haha....

anyway,
after laundry, me went over to Nig's place lor.... meeting started at 430pm.... till 1130pm... non-stop.... wah.... u must be thinkin, what am i doin there rite??? haha.... let me give a brief outline....

Basically, Nig wanted to start a new club in Uni... and so, during the Pinnacles trip, he told us abt it lor... and got into action in puttin it into work.... so.... everytin was kinda settled, so due to the fact that Guild hav a lot of stupid procedures... the Ex Co, which consist of Nig, Me, Steph and Peggy met to tink of the constitution lor.... will give more updates when tings finalised lor... haha....

anyway, apparently we didnt realli take note of the time, so somehow skipped the dinner time lor.... when we finally exhausted, the stomach is growling... luckily, Anthony was kind enuf to bring us to Northbridge to eat lor... haha....

had Chinese food, erm... "Spare Ribs in Black Pepper and Honey Sauce, Garlic Broccoli & Seafood and Tofu in Claypot" ... yummy, three dishes.... haha... make me kinda wonder, me realli havin dinner at weird times lor... haha....

anyway, me wanna go sleep liao... brain is realli dead in the sense.... haha.... ciao


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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Head Egg ....

okie, let me update the busy yesterday.....

first, i skipped class in the morning.... coz was online till quite late chattin with nig lor....

den i realise that my hse is like black out lor... as in no electricity lor.... wat the hell.... so, cant open the fridge and freezer, everyone survive on instant noodles.... haha....

went to uni, to the Housing services office lor... and is like.... haiz.... problems.... went to the bank to get the info for mummy to TT money to me.... super bad service that guy.... if i wasnt in a rush, i will hav shoot him lor.... anyway....

met up with nig, went to the Guild to meet Alex, the recreation officer but he is not in .... den after that went over nig place for Lime coke.... haha... tot it will give me enuf energy, ended up, hav to run from his place to Uni lor... coz was late for the meeting.... left his place at 2.55pm, manage to reach uni at 3pm... haha... record breaking sia.... haha.... but i was a bit of dizzy, coz when in the process of puttin back the bottle into the fridge, i hit my head on the fridge ledge lor.... haiz....

anyway, for the pasar malam, me volunteered to be security lor... but is the most easiest job of all, coz is just makin sure no outsider come near the VIP lor.... haha... was super fun lor.... haha.....

den when i off duty, Carene, Lester, Clarence, Eugene, Wei Qing & bf.... came lor.... so me "escortin" them arnd lor.... haha.... they sure can eat sia.... non-stop eating.... haha.... den again, is pasar malam wat, that is wat u do lor... haha... me didnt realli eat coz i had Fish Kebab in the afternoon lor... haha.... but of coz me taste a bit here and there la.....

after that they went to some shooting ground tingy, so me went to find Steph, Shana and Jill lor.... haha.... went up to the CHancellory Office to eat free food sia... coz apparently those VIP neber eat much... haha.... had bubble tea, and soya bean milk.... and is like i felt like a water pail liao.... haha....

after that, came back to change, and went out KTV lor... haha... anor last min program sia in a way.... haha.... damn fun sia.... sang till 3 plus i tink, den went Fast Eddy's in city for dinner cum supper lor... haha.... but me onli had a BIG slice of Choc cake.... which i ended up cant finish.... haha.... came back home and sleep lor....

now doin my laundry, and later gonna go over Nig's place to hav a meetin lor.... haha... update again la....


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Friday, October 07, 2005

Thoughts ....

i hav been tinkin again.... this time round... is not abt him... fortunately.... but is on the other aspect of my life.... frenzs....

reading thru my testimonials in friendster, lookin thru the photos of old times.... tinkin abt what hav i change.... hmmm....

tinkin abt those frenz i had since young.... apparently... i find that, i tend to be clingy lor.... hmm... not a good sign though... luckily i changed.... but is like, i realised that i had learnt it the hard way lor....

i been thru so much pain and stuffs, just to understand one simple point.... ppl need personal space ....

in the process of understandin, how mani true frenz hav i lost??? ..... countless.... coz i neber bother to bond with them.... i just conc on one frenz lor.... but when i do that, it wears out lor... as i keep on steppin into ppl's personal space... they get defensive, and they pull out of the frenzship...

hmm.... i guess it was wrong in my part, bein a stubborn person, i always stick to my thinkin.... which kinda too naive lor.... the society is too complicated .... let me tell u what was my tinkin all along "Must always be there for ur frenz" ..... haha.... sound so good in words... yet there is a continuation .... "when they need u" .... kinda make friendship sound so "making use of one another lor" .... coz i always tink, what if they dun need you??? .... throw u aside lor.... i tot i will neber meet such ppl, unfortunately, i am just too naive.... i met too many of this ppl liao.... and i got freakin hurt everytime.... when the truth struck me....

and wat happen??? .... i lose confidence .... in friendship.... i became wary of ppl arnd me.... i dun mixed that well, i get cynical on frenz.... which is realli bad.... coz i am not this kinda person....

i still wanna find a true friend.... someone i can trust, i can tok to when i am down, someone that hav mutual trust .... someone whu wun hurt me.... is that so diff to find??? .....

i give more den i take, which a lot of my frenz say i am stupid.... coz ppl out there are taking without givin.... at first i tot it is ok, coz "to give without expectin any returns" .... but as times goes by.... i realise i dun like bein make use of .... bein taken for granted.... i am human like everyone.... i hav feelings... i also need love .... haiz.... but unfortunately, a lot of ppl in the society, tink onli for themselves....

i am still searchin for the ppl whu believe in true frenzship, whu is willing to be a true frenz.....


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Blur Blur ....

okie, today the day went like a blur blur day.... why did i say that... hmm....

anyway, last nite, went down to play pool at the common room with Janette after dinner, den Nig dropped by lor... was chit chattin till quite late.... hmmm.... since both of us no class today la.... haha....

anyway, woke up at 2 plus.. went to Coles with Steph lor... den went to slack at her place.... haha... ended up was at KV common room havin meetin with Nig, Peggy and Steph... haha... make it sound so serious... haha....

went to eat Chicken Treats, coz we were kinda lazy to cook... went over Nig's place to eat lor... after dinner, came back and jio Janette play pool again... haha.... entertainement sia... haha....

actually wanted to go down UWA for their multicultural week one... but i guess i was too busy and lazy lor... haha.... nvm... tml is our pasar malam, and i volunteered... haha... gonna try to hav fun sia... although i dunno what i am doin.... haha.... walk arnd bah... haha....


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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Cranky....

ok, dunno whether is it me or the surrounding.... but everyone seem to be cranky today... haha...

was late for Tai Chi again.... haha... damn.... although i was ready by 1205pm, haha....

anyway, went for lesson, after the 1st ppt, guess what... Fire Drill.... it doesnt sound like the fire alarm back home... so we still kinda tot is someone's hp.... haha.... super lame la.... was out in the open lor.... luckily it is not raining... if not i gonna kill the person whu activate it.... haha.... long time since i encountered a fire drill.... it always bring back the funny incident when i was in Kindergarden... haha.... i wun post it here, it is so embarassing.... haha....

anyway, came back, ask Janette over to help me tackle the stupid msn prob... hmm.... while she was at it, i started to pack my room.... vacuum the floor, arrange my table... now everytin look so clean.... haha...

i tink the msn hav prob with me man, it was ok at first, den when Janette left, it freaking start its crazy feat again... hmmm ....haiz.... guess i wun be online that often, if not i will be goin on and off.... gonna hav this settle when i get back to spore sia....

and my dvd drive also kinda KO liao... stupid prob with laptops lor....


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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Photos ....

well, got this from Yi tung today... so here are the photos for ....

Perth Royal Show 2005



what are they doing??? ... hmm....



well, thats Jimmy and Jason ... how come their hair look funny???



Grace, Jason, Jimmy, Maddox.... haha....



Jimmy's punk hair ....



Jason also got involved too... haha...



the so called most scary ride in the park, haha...



view from the top of the Ferris wheel....



ok, was supposed to be a good shot, except, my face is so white... haha....



Jimmy, Jason, Jordan..... haha....



Me, Yi Tung....



Welcome the 2 dragons.... Jimmy, Val, Yi Tung....



second half of the day... stuffs that we got ....



time to go home.... haha....



during the fireworks... can see us??? haha....



group photo....



winnings from the first half of the day ....



the biggest winner of the day... Jimmy.....



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Chasing Duckies ...

ok, just came back from chasing ducks.... nah.... kidding....

went with Yitung, Jason, Maddox, Jimmy, Val, Rain, Grace, two more of Val's frenz which i tink i forget to intro la.... haha.... 10 of us, we went to Jimmy's workplace lor... situated at Lee Ming.... heard it is near Murdoch lor....

had Peking Duck with pancakes, Duck meat wrapped in Lettuce, Salted Veg Duck Soup, Kailan with Oyster Sauce, Deep fried Squid with Sea Salt, and the dessert is fried pudding (i tink) haha....

was a super full meal sia... yummy.... haha.... sleepy.... haha... yummy.... haha....


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Nice Weather ....

okie, today weather is realli good, but the wind can get pretty strong... i simply love the weather, not humid sticky.... haha....

oh ya, i tink i forget to update what happen that day, due to some unpleasant ting... hmm... that day went out yum cha with Yitung they all, met Steph at Northbridge lor... had Famosa again... yeah....

after that, wanted to go sing KTV, but realise onli we two sing, haha.... so ended up at Steph's place watching movie... "The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" and "Hitch" ....

watch till mornin 6 plus, wao.... maybe now i noe why Ga Ram wake up so early liao... the weather is realli good man... to go for a jog.... or even walk.... haha.... fresh air.... mornin dew.... ahhhh..... fantastic.... haha.....

okie, goin a bit cranky, haha.... nvm....

later goin eat Peking Duck with Yi Tung and grp.... yeah... finally get to eat duck.... i making it sound like rare delicacy sia.... haha... hopefully it is good... haha... considerin me used to work in chi rest. before.... haha.... maybe later see if i can try to sliced the duck and wrapped it... haha... "work Habit" haha....


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Get To Know Me ...

courage

Your Soul is Red - Angry, defiant, brave. You are
one tough cookie. You don't like people telling
you what to do or believe, this is a curse and
a bless. You can be closed minded, and hot
tempered. However, you don't let people walk
all over you, and stick to what you know is
right. An admirable quality to have.

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well well, scary now, my anger is realli comin out, just like my mum has predicted sia... i am still tryin to control it... but dun cross my line, coz it will be like steppin on a Lion's tail...


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Nose & Throat blocked.....

well well, how does it feel to hav the two pipe blocked??? well, gotta start to conc on breathin la... haha.... kinda interestin sia.... haha.... crazy....

anyway, peeps, sorry for the vulgarities in the previous post.... haha...

slept quite early yesterday, guess that is what happen when i am sick.... den woke up onli at 2pm today lor... slept for 12 hrs i tink.... still feelin tired... good weather sia.... didnt do my laundry... damn....

while i was walkin to class today, saw a few people wearin the grad suit.... hmm.... sudden got the image of me wearin that.... cool.... cant wait man.... i guess my parents also cant wait to see me wear that... haha....

anyway, came back to cook dinner, den nigel and shana dropped by.... suddenly i felt like i am so popular... haha... crapped.... anyway, was toking to my flatmates, and realise that everyone is movin out next sem... hmm..... me also considerin to lor....

chat with gary and nengli online last nite, kinda fun though, coz we noe each other when we were in Primary sch... haha... but apparently, neng li went to slp early lor, coz she gotta work... haha....

me tink me gonna rest early lor....kinda felt dehydrated lor.... hav been drinkin lotsa water but still feel thirsty... hmmm..... water pail... haha....


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Sunday, October 02, 2005

F**K the internet connection ....

i realli cant take it liao.... stupid fucking internet on campus.... cant even allow me to stay on msn for more den 20 secs.... wat the hell.....

anyway..... coughing and nose block now.... wat a good combi.... tink might as well, make it into full fledged sickness bah... den go hospital..... damn it.....

went subi this afternoon, also dunno what to buy.... got my mushrooms lor....

lack of sleep.... realli lack.... 2 days consecutive sleep at 6am... haiz...so much for tellin my mum that i will sleep early.....

i realli wonder, does my face write "i will tell u everyting" .... or maybe "ask me everyting" ..... i set three rules and one GOLDEN RULE for myself.... and i am always put into a fucking situation where i break them.... fuck.... do i look like an IDIOT???.... nvm..... watever.... do wat u guys tink u guys wanna do.... if u cant fucking get things done by urself, dun fucking use me to help.... i hav my principles to follow... and i make sure i follow my principles.... i dun care if it means fucking ppl upside down.... fucking dun treat me like an idiot.... when i try to be neutral, dun fucking pull me into the shit..... that is rule number 3 "dun interfere directly if not it is SHIT" .... dun make me get torn into ur fucking shit.... dun use me as ur fucking way to turn the situation coz i ain't a fucking tool.....

my principles are simple .... i will help onli if u dun treat me like an IDIOT, and i see a point in helping u..... so fuck off ..... if u r that good, den fucking do it on ur own ... dun lay such fucking low measures...... and tink ppl are IDIOT......

I dun like ppl callin me and expect me to report whereabouts be it mine or others .... u are not anyone nor i am obliged to report to u ..... it is so fucking obvious that u try to be friendly suddenly.... and i am not an IDIOT .... dun fuckin make it sound like it is my duty to report, coz i aint fuckin report to anyone unless i deem fit....

I hate ppl whu treat me like an IDIOT.... i have my limit and you are crossing it....

u go ur way and i go mine, so dun fucking come into my way again..... i wun go into ur fucking way, that was wat i was doin all along.... so i rather keep it that way.... understand... do i make myself very clear .....


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Saturday, October 01, 2005

Photos ....

Pinnacles Trip 30th Sept 2005


a grp of eager ppl, haha...
p:s the guy that is on the left hand side,second row, behind steph... is the fucking idiot that i was toking abt ....

the organiser of the whole trip MR NIGEL .... haha....

Along the way, is either this .....

Or this .....

More of this .....


finally reach this .....


and this ......

Me and Steph .... *whu the person behind us???*


that is Kimmie, she is good ....

Group Photo ... excluding me .... coz i am the photographer wat... haha....

Lancelin 30th Sept 2005



the sand.... lotsa sand .....

more sand .....

too much sand .....

ended up, everyone is in sand .... haha....

of coz the beautiful sunset .... taken from up the hill of sand ....


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Dinner was good ....

well well, dinner was good .... haha....

went over Heikal's flat just now for dinner, apparently it was Ga Ram whu is cooking.... haha.... nice nice .... Korean food.... he realli improve liao... still rem the first few weeks, he either eat out, or he cook rojak tings.... haha... i was joking with him, saying that his mum will be so proud of him... haha....

den chill out a while lor.... haha.... came back, called home, haha.... got some new ideas of cooking food.... guess mum was kinda worried, coz me voice wasnt good.... was coughin and losing voice.... haha....

anyway, goin out yum cha soon.... mean time i try to upload pictures la.... haha....


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Photos ..

well, i post the Freo prison tour pictures first lor... haha...

Freo Prison Torchlight Tour 24th September 2005



the entrance of the Prison


the front yard of the prison...


also the front yard, it get eeeriee at nite....


the normal time table of the prisoners


Murals by the prisoners.... impressive sia....


the bigger one in the yard where the prisoners walk abt ....


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Happy Children's Day ....

okie, first of all, i wanna wish everyone a Happy Children's Day... hmm ....maybe kinda inappropriate for many of us, but, still, we all hav childhood, dun we??? haha ....

anyway, yesterday was a super good day.... lets see what did i do.... hmmm

first, i woke up late and i tot that i wun be joining Yi Tung they all to go harbourtown, haha, but apparently they also woke up late... haha.... so me went out with Yi Tung, Jason and Maddox lor... haha.... still is not me shopping, haha.... they bought a cap for their frenz's bdae lor... haha....

came back, had a quick bite, den caught the last bus into City with Janette and Peggy lor... coz we are going to Metro City lor.... haha... no transport is like that one la.... haha...

anyway, we went to Famosa to drink bubble tea first, well, i still miss the bubble tea back home, the closest to that is actually from Tea Fusion lor... haha.... we three gals waited for Mr Jason (Peggy's frenz) haha....

den walked over to Metro lor.... super long queue, and i did a super "cool" tingy sia, i let 14 ppl cut queue in front of me, haha... of coz, all i know one la..... the UWA engineers, and Steph and Anthony.... haha....

one ting i must thank Jason is that, he paid for the entrance tics and all the drinks last nite, good guy man.... haha....

tried "Illusion" which is a nice drink, not that strong, haha.... and of coz my "bourbon Coke" haha.... den i tink my alcohol level increases liao. haha... not much kick lor... haha.... but the music last nite sucks big time man.... i tink i rather go on sat den fri lor.... haha.....

stayed there till 430am... den Anthony drove us back.... haha... me fell asleep soon... haha...

woke up at 3pm today.... and my throat is like KO.... keep on coughin, can feel the phelgm... but cant spit it out... hmm... losin my voice sia... haha....

later goin over Heikal's flat for dinner... den maybe yum cha with Yi tung they all lor.... haha....

photos will be up shortly, haha.... be patient guys....


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