Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Just a Thought ...

saw a post on my mei's blog regardin frenzship. hmm.... and i was chattin with a frenz on this topic.

"friendship is a type of relationship, needless to say, needs lifelong committment too."

no matter in wat kinda of relationship, i realise that most peeps are kinda scared of commitment stuffs. rite? so, frenzship is the same. i have been floating since the last time i was hurt by a frenz, i am scared of going into any new frenzship wholehrtedly. why? coz i realli dunno when they will hurt me again.

i told my frenz that, my hrt now, is in millions pcs... and is shattered everywhere. i tried to mend it, but before it heal, there anor blow again. so, i dun even have time to heal myself, i dun tink i will have the time to put commitment into any rs.

sounded pessimistic rite? i noe. but, how i can not tink abt this, when i met lotsa frenz whu are like this, and i experienced some realli hrt-breaking frenzship.

i rem one of my frenz said before "the ppl whu can hurt u, are those whu u commit urself into that rs, and they matter a lot to u". how true?

becoz they matter a lot to you, u dun hav the "shield" to protect urself, coz we human are emotional animals. and emotions are not sth that can be easily controlled.

hav u got any occasions that where u put a lot of effort into sth, and dun get appreciated? how does it feel? or u expect some degree of responses but u get none? or u just get smacked in the face sayin u r stupid?

i hav been thru that, and i can say, it hurts. could i control it? could i prevent it? i felt frus, but i cant do anytin abt that.

Considered for a second about our love at {8/06/2005 02:00:00 AM}
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