ok, basically a simple short quote which means a lot of tings..... is a internal struggle in me for a long long time.... can traced to when i was in pri school.... hmmm....
basically it revolve arnd rs.... be it family, frenz, or bgr.... ok, what i can say out loud is that i am independent when it comes to family, i have learn to survive, maybe not completely, considerin that i haven bought my own house... but expenses wise, i have learn to earn my own expenses... well of coz this time round, a bit of exception... where i wanted to start uni studyin, not workin... to try out how does it feel like to study without workin and livin on a tight budget... haha... manage to survive.... been long time i hav not felt the freedom to study, as i started part time workin 5 yrs ago.... hmmm ..... the onli main concern now, is that when i complete the course, i will need to start repayin the bank loan... hmmm... tink i will tough it out well... confident on that...
but when it comes to frenz or bf... hmmm... tings get a bit sticky here.... affairs of the hrt is always sticky... dun u agree? the internal struggle is mainly, either to pull out or to put in.... sound simple, but to me, i am shiftin between the two ends all the time... esp after a few break downs, hmm... i tend to get cautious...
i was told that i am stubborn, maybe in other aspects of my life, but definately not this... hmmm... after all, i am a gal, and gals are known to be indecisive.... haha... good one rite???
so, i decided to be swinging between the two options, and hope that is the best way to protect me.... what abt u????
Considered for a second about our love at {11/22/2005 02:14:00 AM}
