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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Raw Emotion ....

i cried, out of sudden, out of nowhere. it hit me like an impact that i gotta release it out immediately. hugging my pillows and under my quilt, is a place of emptiness, and an illusion of comfort. yet it is a place that manage to calm me down. this is just too sudden.

wat was i tinkin abt, i dun realli know. what was flowin in my brain, comes rapidly and goes rapidly. it just felt like an ache in the heart and the tears just gushed out.

was i just too tired? or am i finally understanding myself? a lot of ppl flashed thru my mind, yet none stayed there. is this a tip of the ice berg? a serious problem in my life? or just an advantage in me?

i hate loneliness, i guess everyone who noe me noe. i hate emptiness, for it always give me all reason to cheat myself. sometimes i just dun trust myself. for sometimes, isnt it better to just detached ur mind and body? and live like a living zombie? no emotions, no thinking, no troubles, no problems and no regrets.

i realli dunno, even now that i have calm down, there is still pinch of pain in the hrt, a yearning for an arm to fall asleep in. yet, reality is always the most cruel ting in life. it always take and not give. it took my hrt away, yet it doesnt give me sth as a replacement.

gone and begone.


Considered for a second about our love at {3/25/2006 05:00:00 PM}
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