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Sunday, June 04, 2006

Drained & Frus .....

yesterday friday, had a bbq at Millpoint with Silver and housemates. coz Robbie going back tml lor. started quite early, and is like, it does show the true meanin of bbq, where everyone is standing by the pit, cooking and chatting. not just one person cookin and the rest dunno where. guess it was kinda too cold out there, therefore went back at 9 plus. which is also considered early. haha.

after that, slumber a bit at silver's place den met Steph yum cha at Fast Ed's lor. came back at 1 plus, which also considered early lor. due to some misunderstanding, was kinda in super bad mood lor. luckily, manage to clear it today lor.

had a talk with Silver just now in the evening, kinda like clearin up all the misunderstanding we both had. I am one who dun say out how i feel, and if sth goes wrong, i will just run away. been kinda bad habit since young, bottling tings up though. still in the learning process of facing it. thanks to Jie who actually pointed it out to me. for, if this continues, guess i will lose a great frenz like Silver lor. coz once i run away, i will never turn back again.

supposed to go Xotica, but apparently they had function, so ended up going to Dollhouse. just in case you are wondering what the hell is that, well, is the stripclub lor. haha. first time in Dollhouse, wasnt as good as i tot it will be, kinda slow atmosphere though. heard from the guys that Xotica is much better lor.

since i am not a guy, i wun be starin at the gals body. was kinda bored in a way, coz what they have is what u have, different in size lor. haha. me wanna go check out the guys stripclub man. haha. anyway, i was kinda doin some observation there.

i realise that, most of the strippers there, well, when i look into their eyes, it kinda show no life. i dunno whether is becoz they tryin to tink of other tings when they are baring themselves, or they got tired of the job and if not becoz of the money, they wun do it. esp the seniors. their moves are kinda in their muscle memory, and their eyes are dull. wun it be interestin to noe the stories behind these strippers? maybe can learn some life principles from them.

anyway, went to Oriel's for supper lor. it kinda turn into a cross-cultural learning session. haha. learnt a few Indo words, but i forget liao. haha. now back home, gonna sleep. or shld i say hibernate, coz now is Winter. haha. it just make me wanna go buy more jacket.

anyway, was kinda frus now. in a way, been looking for jobs since dunno when. sent out a tink almost 100 resumes, a few replied, went for a few interviews, got rejected a few times and the rest is like no responses. with the bank money runnin critical low, it is realli makin me realli frus abt it. i neber like findin jobs, coz this is a reality society, no contacts diff to get jobs. its proven in spore, it proven here. transport is anor main issues. hopefully can get my license on thurs, so that i can at least fit into the criteria of having drivin license. den can get my car, to fit into the stupid criteria of having own transport. sometimes, i realli wonder, why the hell my family is not rich, me kinda sick of tinking abt money every time. ever since i was 16yrs, keep on tinking of money. plus me realli wanna enjoy life, no need worry abt money. i noe it sound lame, coz i cant change anyting by complainin, but sometimes, the tot just flashes by. haiz. realli hope i can get a job fast. if not the money wun tahan until end of july. i dun even have the money to pay rent man. damn frus.

Considered for a second about our love at {6/04/2006 04:38:00 AM}
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