Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Additional Thoughts ....

one ting that been botherin me, is in the aspect of frenzships. i noe, as usual.

i just felt that i had neglected some of my close frenz in the pursuit for my own happiness, ideas. one of them is my jie, Stephanie. we just noe each other for almost 1yr, now that we are housemates, the time we see each other is even lesser, weird. haha. but one ting she neber fail to do, is to be there to listen to me when i need someone to talk to. no matter wat she is doing, she will find the time to listen lor. and she will give advices that may not be smooth to my ears, but still, it actually did make me tink lor. i noe that she is always there to make sure that i am alive. haha. so far, dun tink we have arguments bah, maybe just a little bit of unhappiness, but she and i always talk it out. and not keep it to destroy the bond. haha. quoted from her one la. if there is anyting she is unhappy with me, she will sure shoot me lor. haha. wun give face one wor, but den again, if is my fault, its ok la. haha. why i tink i felt that i neglect her is that, i kinda feel not returnin her the same level of frenzship as she is givin me. i tink i am taking more den i am giving. and i dun like the feeling lor.

Jie, seriously, if one day u realli wanna find someone to talk to, i will be there lor, no matter what i am doing lor. dun have to care whether i busy or sleepy or whatever la. u always tink for others, but u must know that i also tink for u too lor. maybe i haven attained the level of super listener, but i noe i am one whu can listen when required to lor. haha

another person that is currently on my worry list is actually Silver. got to know her onli for half a yr, but got quite close lor. haha. or maybe literally close bah. haha. see each other bloody almost every day lor. the onli days i dun see her, is when she went back for holi, but still. haha. now with new commitments in work, i cant spent as much time as we used to spend. i can foresee that. not sayin that i have no faith in this frenzship, but is like we got used to goin out every single day liao, a change in routine will sure affect the frenzship one lor. i dun wanna lose this frenzship becoz of my work commitments. me and silver haven been thru a lot of thicks and thins, but we have been thru a lot of hots and colds. haha.

maybe is i tink too much, but den again, is still kinda worrying la. hmmm.

Considered for a second about our love at {7/29/2006 08:20:00 PM}
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