starting to feel that i am retreatin into my world. wondering whether if it is the time to moved on, affecting all areas in my life.
have i started to learn to love myself? or was it just an illusion? not conforming to other's space, is that the way i am? cant say that i am losing myself, but maybe embark on the journey to discover a new side of me.
have i started to know the beauty of loneliness? or was it just an excuse to run away? havin time and time again when trust is broken, new lessons were learnt. but why did it have to the same lesson that i kept on learning?
never judge a book by its cover, fair enuf. however, when flipping over, it may be just anor layer of cover. and the content of the book maybe the same lesson that i hav been learning and learning.
if this is true, i rather retreat back into my world, den being hurt again. endure hurt and loneliness are both tough, but i will rather choose the latter. for i have been hurt too often, and somehow, it didnt get numb. time didnt heal it, nor repair it. it just left a scar that is there forever.
Considered for a second about our love at {8/08/2006 07:33:00 PM}
