Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Thoughts ....

well, was glancing thru my friendster frenz profile, sudden had the urge just to review his profile. the kind of feeling that went thru me, is not of jealousy nor hatred. just a smile on my face, noeing that he is happy now. isnt that a good ting, whereby i noe i am not lying to myself anymore. the emotional baggage is gone, and a sincere smile is the prove to it.

Love someone does not mean that u have to hold on to the other party, like there is no tomorrow. giving each other the space will show how true is the hrt. now i can finally say that i have been there, done that. no more buts.

now i can tink of the relationship as one lesson that took me very long to learn, yet today, i have finally felt that i learnt the lesson. a kinda feeling that somehow say that i have become stronger and more matured. after all, whatever that doesnt kill u, make u stronger. i am glad that it happened the ending.

sometimes in life, u see the ppl arnd us. everyone is carrying loads and loads of emotional baggage, they believe that by carrying the baggage, means that they are responsible for others. however, wat i can say is that, let go of the baggage, let go of all the hurt and sadness of the failed rs. it is till den, where u will truely appreciate what is given to u.

ppl run away from it, drown in sorrow, hate forever. why bring on so much negative emo into the alreadi complicated life. i am not saying that everytin will be fine just by a click of finger, yet what i can say is that, the life still go on, without any of ur control. faced the hurt and anger, let it out, and den moved on. dun dwell on it, like what i did, i lost much more opportunities out there. i cant turn back time, nor will i wan to. coz what has past is gone. no point saying "if i could turn back time". mistakes that are made, promises that are broken, hurt that are caused, time that are lost. 4 common mistakes that we all made.

i can proudly say it out loud, that i have moved on, and i hope that u guys also moved on to better life. rather den stayin on the same spot, and waste ur life away. embrace the lesson with a hrt to learn, rather den to deny it or even worse, lying to urself. u can fool the whole world, but u can never fool urself.

in my case, i held on to the memories that was in the past, lying to myself that everyting is like before, however, in my subconcious, i noe that ppl change. everyting arnd me change. so why spoil the memory with those false illusion???.... memories are meant to be kept, but not to be dwell on.

ppl arnd me are facing so much in their life, all i can do as a frenz, is to support them, not as in saying tings that they wanna hear. even if i noe they are gonna hurt themselve, i still support them, as i noe that, even if i say anyting, they wun listen. if that is the case, all i can do is to support them and hope they learn the lesson that is meant to be learnt. no matter how much i wish to alleviate their pain, but i noe that, sometimes, it is better for me to step aside and let life be the one to guide them thru. i will worry and even feel sad for them, but i noe, it is a path that they hav to go thru before reaching the final stage. i can be at the end, celebrating the day where they let go of the emo baggage, and feel how i feel today.

to all my frenz arnd me that are facing problems in their life, take it as sth that is meant to be learnt, not as someting to hit u down. the greatest obstacle is actually urself. and i will be there to give u support. yeap.

me gotta go slp now, hafta work tml. ciao.

Considered for a second about our love at {9/19/2006 12:45:00 AM}
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