Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thoughts...

okie, been some time that i hav been tinking abt a lot of tings, yet didnt hav time to realli sit down and reflect on those. now that most of my tough assignments done, catch a breather and pen the thoughts into words.

first ting first, "being observant or blur is better?"

well, sometimes, ignorance is bliss. well on the other hand, i am like a sponge, which wanna absorb all the information that i can. i rem ppl used to say that i always act blur, but my head spins like a machine gun goin off.

is blur realli such a good protection? or ppl just tink that they can take advantage of me? i realli dunno. a lot of tings i seem to dunno, but i am not an idiot. havin a sharp eyes hav always been a trait of mine. the onli difference is that i choose to ignore it.

second ting, "how do u determine how much worth does a frenzship hav?"

someone ask me this question recently. i stumbled, as i didnt expect ppl will actually ask. coz to me, it is just sth that i noe. different frenz arnd me hav different worth. some is just not the worth. some, i willing to do almost anyting, and even cried for.

sometimes, i was told that i put frenz in priority, and that is the reason why i keep on getting hurt. coz as times goes by, tings start to change and i just get hurt. nth i can do abt it, but force myself to move on.

that is why i felt the pain over and over again. i didnt noe i was such a sadist, self torture to be crude.

third ting: "am i too soft hrted?"

seem to be the case, but i guess i must learn liao. good ppl die earliest, i noe why. coz either they get killed or overstress. i dun wanna die so early.

time and time again, i made the same mistake of forgivin someone whom i noe will hurt me at the end of the day. am i too trusting? haiz.

different chain of tots, nth new. just tots.

Considered for a second about our love at {10/19/2006 10:32:00 PM}
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