" When there is no expectations, there is no disappointment. building a high wall arnd the hrt, to prevent getting hurt. Yet, a hrt without sunlight and air, will start to die. i ignore that, telling myself its ok.
Although surrounded by grps of frenz, although having jam packed schedules, Loneliness always kicks in in the middle of the fun.
Running away can be tiring, who doesnt want the other half to acc? however, the fear kicks in. The fear of happiness being fake, the fear of cant take the pain after losing.
the more gentle u are, the deeper i will sink, the higher chance i wanna run away, to leave you before i love u too deep.
as time goes by, i kinda forget how to love anymore. "
adapted and translated....
well, been scrolling anrd blogs, and found interesting tots, cant help it but to translate it and share with u.
dun worry, its not abt me. haha. i am alrite. i just felt that it is quite meaningful lor. and seriously, it has been a long time i seen a certain lvl of chinese language. so i was kinda overwhelmed with those words.
Considered for a second about our love at {1/24/2007 11:46:00 PM}
