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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Update ....

okie, had the reunion dinner with Nick and frenz yesterday, which i would say it was realli nice. how to put it, maybe is becoz out of the whole grp, i onli noe 4, yet at the end of the meal, we are laughing and chattin like old frenz. how cool can that be???? after that, had a few rounds of pool at Pot Black. had a few wins and lose, which doesnt realli matter, as i guess we all enjoyed ourself.

went for work this morning, nth fancy nth interesting. apparently the new shop in girrawheen is openin soon. and news hav been spreading that the new shop in Rockingham is also openin. cant wait to be ask to go over and do the set up.

headed over to Hawker's to work, not as busy as the past few days, and i seriously start to hate the sound of lion dance. guess i wasnt in a very good mood today, and some idiot try to spark me off. if not for the fact that it is 3rd day of CNY, i guess i would hav blasted vulgarities.

i miss my PA, haha. how u expect me to work, when i noe my PA is enjoyin herself in Sibu leh???? haha. but guess i been the bad guy last sat liao. haha. let others hav a chance la. haha.

anyway, some reflections.... or shld i say tots ....

being such a Leo, loyalty always hav to clash with stubborness. as much as i will never leave someone in a ditch, yet just felt so freaking tired of all the responsibilties that arent mine in the first place. feeling myself gettin more and more reclined. feeling myself stepping back a step day by day. feeling myself havin the tendency to hurt someone close. feeling myself changed every single day.

the inner struggle is intense, and day by day, i get weary of it. i cant run away from it, yet i am falling under the weight of the pressure mounted on me. am i the one who stayed at the same spot? or hav i moved?

fear kicks in at the time when tings started to change. slowly i hav started to learn to accept again. will the trust being ended up a burden? or will it break the barrier in me? that is for time to tell.

for all i noe, i am not the same Sharon anymore. this summer hav been hot, but tings hav become cold. now its up to whoever, to rekindle the flames, before it totally goes out. i felt like holding on to this thin thread, which is cuttin into me every second, yet i cant bear to let it go. lotsa tings hav to be left unsaid, yet for those who understand, will noe.


Considered for a second about our love at {2/21/2007 12:40:00 AM}
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