Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Tired ...

okie, i didnt noe wat caught up to me yesterday, actualli went for Mambo Nite at Metro lor. hmmm, after workin for the whole day, yet i still had the energy to go lor. crazy me. before that, went to had dinner at Fishy Affairs with Elise lor, coz someone wanna eat fish lor. haha.

overall, the food was alrite, coz we ordered the Fishy Affair Platter, which came up huge and tall. haha. had lobster, scallop, some weird Bug, fish, octopus, yabbies, prawns. haha. quite a feast though. haha.

last nite at metro, well, met a lot of my frenz. but maybe is becoz i didnt drink anyting, seriously cant high lor. haha. plus when the reality of tiredness set me, felt like a deflated balloon. haha. but good to see that my two PA enjoyed themselves la. haha.

had off for this wkend, that was for me to rest enuf for next week. haha. easter weekend. hmmm.

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Get to Know Me ....

been a long time i haven done those psycho test liao, haha. check this one out on Colourgenics

"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire."

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Bossy ???

i got real pissed off today, when Andre told me to be firm but not bossy. hmmm. and she said that she got a few complaints on that issue. well, i kinda guess i noe whu. fuckin obvious. i noe the way i do tings, and for me to get super bossy, basically that particular person hav to make me repeat myself how many fuckin times on simple task.

and the ting i also noe that is that particular person is tryin to get sides taken. well, i will make sure she will regret it. nv mess with me esp steppin into my path, she will fuckin regret it. trust me.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Collapsing or Not?

well, i kept feelin the weight of the pressure, and everyday after work is always mentally drained. even durin breaks. just feel as if the weight is pressin on my head, feelin diff to breath smoothly. just a huge weight.

today seems alrite, was ask to do Clearance and Service 200, which basically mean dealin with Cash. shldnt be done by SUpervisor, so i guess is almost time. i was ask to arrange the break time too. i guess the ting now is lettin me get used to the duties of the the 2IC bah. i guess i hav to absorb as much as i can, i cant stuffed up now, i realli cant.

i realli cant.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

Freezing .......

ok, basicalli the weather changin colder. my fav season is here. haha.

work today was alrite, though i felt slight headache, i noe it is caused by the stress that i am puttin on myself. i was so afraid that i will stuffed up in slightest mistake. i keep tellin myself that i will strive for wat i wanna achieve.

but the day ended on a good note, when i was leavin, Andre commented that she is very pleased with wat i had done today, and she was observin me today. i realli have a relief sigh.

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oooooooo .........

just got back from Carene's place. haha. well, sunday went like a poof........

woke up at noon, and for u guys info, its gone back to the "normal" time. which means is the same fuckin time as spore. of all the clocks arnd me, i cant figure how to change my clock in the car. haiz. goodness.

wanted to go down Freo to hav a walk, but too bad all my PA are preoccupied. hmmm, i need more PA. haha. ended up havin lunch with elise, den i went down to City. i guess curiousity realli kill me, as i went down to TRS and ask Mark abt his resignation. hmmm. basically i got called "traitor", by my team, hmm. and apparently, no one at Murray St noe that Mark is leavin, and his last day is on Easter SUnday. and i was shocked that everyone was called in on this comin sat, supposedly to be a team meetin, but i guess the main agenda tingy was to inform everyone abt his leavin and my transfer. i was wonderin shld i be present. hmmm. dunno lor, hav to see wat Andre say lor. extra 4hrs pay, hmmm.

after that, headed down to Carene's place, kinda helpin her to brainstorm some ideas for her Honours research paper. that kinda justify why i shldnt take Honours, haha, it will just kill more of my brain cells. haha.

had pasta marinara for dinner, yummy. den watched "My Super Ex-girlfriend" on dvd. seriously a fuckin lame movie. but the good ting is that, no need to think one, haha. had a chat with her parents on the phone though, haha.

so now back in my own cosy place, time to go to bed. gonna be a full on week, and i hope everythin gonne be alrite. my bed is callin me, nitez.

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

B0red ....

suddenly just felt that i ran out of ideas of goin out on sat nite. maybe is becoz i was caught up with work. the workaholic in me is still on high alert. haiz. cant seem to pull my mind off work.

went out for tea last nite with Claire at Makan Makan. coz my dear PA is feelin bored la. haha. actually i had to make her wait coz i had dinner at Elise place. super healthy dinner, with lotsa veggies. haha. and i tink i didnt mention that she cooked for me one wor. haha.

came back home, couldnt slp. dunno why, so ended up use the most effective way, alcohol. not much, but enuf to make me had a good nite slp. haha.

met up with silver for lunch this aft, been a long time. den drove Claire down to Northbridge. den went over to David's place to chill. had a super simple dinner. ABC soup with rice. but seriously full sia. haha.

nth much to do, Luca jio go down Varga Lounge, but i lazy to go down lor. den my PA all no ideas. so end up, back in my own place, tryin to fall asleep bah. haiz.

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

A Challenge ....

well, today the shop open. i can say that it hav been a good day. in a way. after all, it is much more busy den when Murray St opens.

towards the end of the day, i was given a challenging project, this gal called Charmaine. basically she is the one that pissed me off. she has the fuck care face, and bad attitude. Andre told me that for the next one week, she will be my project. i need to get her to improve.

i noe i hav to succeed in this task. if not it will hinder my promo to AM. i need to prove that i will be able to gain respect from the team, and improve them. gonna be a stressful week. i noe. but i believe i can do it.

and i recieve a bad new today, that Mark had resigned today. i was shocked to hear that, and it kinda justify his weird behaviour when i told him i chose to get transfer out of Murray St. i guess maybe he tot i will be second on support for Monique. well, i noe i cant work with her.

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

A Point ....

well, today marked the last day of work at Murray St, apparently most of the senior team is in. it made me harder to leave quietly.

the whole day at work, i was in a down mood. though is just the normal splittin of basic pallet, yet by cuttin and filling them into my own dept, it kinda brought back the memories from set up till now. i hav seem to rem all the hard work and effort i put into the dept, all the frust and injuries incurred from it. seeing all my senior team workin together, i just cant seem to join in that fun, i just cant bring myself to tell them that, this will be the last day of me workin with them.

slowly one by one, i broke the news to them, one by one they wanted me to stay. it just made me feel worse and worse. yes i promise them i will go back and see them, yet it is just different from workin as a team.

the day ended with me nearly broke into tears, when one by one told me to take care. the team will survive w.o me, and i noe my new team is waitin for me. i guess that is one lesson to be taken.

into the new team, higher expectations are put on me. yet i noe that there is no turnin back. no way i am gonna transfer back into Murray St anymore. i must hang on and moved on. but one ting for sure, i will miss my old team.

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Transferred ....

well, i got transferred to the Reject Shop in Girrawheen. finalised liao, kinda mix feelings. i would say that it helped in my future career prospect. but in the mean time, i am leavin my team behind, after workin together for almost 9 months.

i guess i hav alreadi foreseen this the moment i brought up the issue, that no way i wanna stay in Murray st. fair enuf, i got my wish. but how am i gonna faced all my team when i go in next week. will kinda be my last week there. wat will happen to the 9 depts under me? as far as i am concerned, no one is capable of fully in charge of the depts. which was the original reason why it was put under me. although after so much shit goin arnd, yet those 9 depts are my effort, to noe that they will go chaos, it does hurt me.

i do disagree with the mgt style, yet to be honest, i cant bear to leave my team behind. when i was told abt the decision today, its a mixed of joy and hesitation. i guess the news will spread by tml. esp when i wun be goin in on sat, where it was specially requested for me to be at Girrawheen for the Merchandise training.

been busy doin set up at the new store, refreshing my mind, tryin to gain back that enthu that i had before all the shit happens. stopped work at Hawkers for 2 weeks, and slpin damn early every day.

nth much though, ciao.

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Busy ....

ok, why am i blogging at this kinda timing, well, goin to Girrawheen in a short while. haha. doing set up of the new store. yeap. cant wait to see Tegan. haha. maybe she will be able to rekindle the interest in the job.

last week past in a daze. i had my fair share of good and bad, this and that. sent Steph off at airport, well, hopefully she will come back again la. nth much to update, or maybe i dun feel like spoilin my mood now. we see how it goes k.

gonna be damn dead beat the next three days. 7am till 7 pm. hmmm. worth it i guess. shall not tok somemore. gotta rush off. ciao.

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