Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Decision ????

well, the shop was thrown into chaoz when andre went ahead for holi 1 day earlier. and the ting is that it onli meant there is me, lyle and zoe after 230pm. i noe andre had sth to tok to me abt, yet due to the fact that she had to train lyle in duties. it kinda went MIA.

now i just felt like a hurt leo, curlin up. i kinda make the decision of takin up the 3rd option instead of the 2nd one. i couldnt make myself bein so selfish, basically i jus lose hrt. i cant work under him, no matter how i tried. it jus couldnt pass my own pride.

i sounded it out to Tegan at BBQ just now. apparently andre was kinda pissed with her too, maybe is becoz of wat is goin on. i dun wish to stir up anymore, it just wear me out. stayed behind for work till 7 just now. didnt noe why when i could hav gone off.

for me now, is just like a robot, goin in work, watsoever. nv had i been so demoralised, is it true that to be successful, u hav to be ruthless? i dunno. this is realli taxin me out.

Considered for a second about our love at {4/19/2007 12:18:00 AM}
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