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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Mixed ....

okie, overall, work sucks big time. finally the game started. now the sense of threaten sets in. now he understand why the fuck i got so fuckin upset abt. he noe he cant win me, yet, without holdin onto the opportunity that will allow him to prove himself. he start to fall into the game. well, bring it on. when a lion want sth, it sure will get it at all cost.

with me givin him the step to get down the stage, he chose to pull the game into a higher lvl. underestimatin my tolerance, underestimatin my stubborness. well, sarcasm wun brin him anywhere but down.

though work was bad, but one bright news kept my mood up for the day. Steph is back for holi. oh yeah. well, she is back for holi for one week. hmmm. so good to see her though. we yum cha at Makan Makan, den proceeded on to COnca's. chatted so much, time just flew. hmmm. it just kept my mind off work. just be me for that short time. neither do i wanna spoil everyone mood, nor do i wanna load her with my tots. just wanted to enjoy the time with her. thats all.

it goes the same when i had dinner at Hawker's with my "family" today. gotta start to push the limit of self control again. as much as i had a bad day, but i noe that why shld i add on to the moody mood, when i can be the one that bring ppl up. at least we all enjoyed our dinner. and i do agree, nv brin negative emo to the table, it just spoil the appetite. thats all.

Dav used to say "neg emo will always bring down a happy person, and it has a chain reaction". bein assertive in tings will eventually clear the clouded mind, and it will be then that u will realise that it is all just so clear.

after havin such a bad wk, after all the howlin and grumbling, it just hit me straight that, it is not goin anywhere unless i do sth abt it. it was den that, a courage from within shine thru, decisions were made almost instantly, questions and doubts cleared up. there is no time for me to sit there and cry, if i want it, i grab it. although it might sound ruthless, but yeap, i will get wat i wan at all cost. at least i noe i hav reall i tried my best.

frenz arnd me are havin problems, i took a step back. as much as my curiousity is killin me, yet i also noe that, what i noe will be what they are willin to say. probin wun help, tried once, tried twice, tried the third time, i wun ask anymore. the time is just not right. sometimes, bein nice isnt the best way. sometimes, steppin away will be a better solution. sometimes, that is just the best way for the person that u care to learn. standin by them, i nv moved. yet, sometimes, i just gotta let go, for them to learn, to understand themselves.

forgive me if i seem to be uncaring, coz i care too much.
forgive me if i placed myself before u, coz i cant find a better way.
forgive me if i hadnt been the one u noe, coz i hav grown.

I hav not moved from the spot since the day,
i hav not left ur side for a single moment,
i have decided that this path will help u,
i hav decided that it is better this way.

Always noe that i am always there,
always a phone call away,
always a sms away,
always a msn msg away.


Considered for a second about our love at {4/25/2007 02:38:00 AM}
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