i swore to myself, this will be the last time i will cry. pretty much u hav shown u hav moved on, and no pt me askin for a second chance. pretty much of all the sleepless nite tinkin what went wrong didnt help, pretty much it just happened as it did.
all i wan to say is that,
Thanks for bein my frenz, though for a short while. tings that u have done, i will nv forget.
like u makin me eat veggies, u introducin new words to me, u amusin me with ur fascinations, u makin me smile when i am down, u bein there when i was down and lots more.
but i guess all is in the past, the door is closed.
it does hurt, but i guess it is life, ppl come and go, and no pt forcin them to stay.
i guess i hav tried, but it might not be my best. or it is just a vicious cycle from the past.
i guess when i finally break this cycle, will be the day i will start makin frenz again.
i guess it doesnt matter that much whether i am tellin the truth or the lie, as the end result is the same.
i guess it doesnt matter what i wan, coz at the end of the day i will sacrifice all that i care for.
i guess i was nv ready.
Considered for a second about our love at {8/05/2007 11:34:00 PM}