is it that i have been taken for a ride for so many times, that when i hear it straight from the person, i kinda hav that heck care attitude?
so when i was told that i will be takin care of the shop for today, tml and next mon and sat. i kinda am like watever attitude. when i was told that she is helpin me, my mind beg to differ.
it is weird when i noe how much i wanted it, yet to view her as a help is kinda doesnt fit into the picture at all. so now her fav buddy lost favor, and she suddenly realise that i am there to help, and i get wat i wan?
that is so bloody shallow. she expect me to yak with her over my personal life, hav a good dream, she tryin to be nice, tink twice. i hav seen how she wreck me, and if she tink i am that stupid, well, too bad, i arent that idiot. childish tinkin.
all she care is the fuckin time limit, but she just dun seem to see the after effect of the job. so what if i take my fuckin own sweet time, but it come out as a perfect job? she just dwell on the fact that i took half hr more than the bloody allocated time. i dun take challenges as finishin in the fastest time, but doin perfect job. one that doesnt hav flaw, one that is up to standard. dumb ass.
imagine tellin ur boss how fast u finish the job but its crappy, and how long u finish it but its perfect? which one is a better option? esp when we dun wanna end up like Crazy Clarks. when the company focuz so much on merchandisin, it means it takes longer time. not just gettin the maximum number of stock in the minimum number of hrs.
anyway, work aside. requested off for my bday which i seriously dunno why. hmmm. maybe is the tot that i dun wanna work on my bday. cant believe anor yr hav past. reflections of the past yr is gonna be realli huge, after all so much tings did happen. will get it out when i hav the time to sit down and tink.
Evee's car got banged in the butt by some idiot. the alignment of the bumper is gone, which is bad, but the good ting is that it didnt smashed the backlights. will cost her less den 500 to get it fixed. but hell that is a fuckin lot of money.
anyway, gotta slp now, workin at 7am tml. ciao.
Considered for a second about our love at {8/02/2007 10:41:00 PM}
