Can This Be Love? .... Maybe.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Packed ....

i need more self-control. i realised i need more self-control.

when u walked out this morning, i nearly went bersek in my room. I just reach my pt, i had to go out and drive arnd, scannin the crowd wasnt realli my forte. i just had to find you, even if i had to comb the whole area. i dunno what got to me. though i was boiling, i felt myself so childish. when i saw u, i didnt felt that anger, i felt relieved.

now u r packin ur luggage, 12 days past that fast. less den few hrs i will see u thru the gate. i dunno how i will react, i dunno whether i will go crazy. but i know, there's nth i can do.

i dunno whether i will see u when u have embarked on ur journey. i dunno whether our path will cross again. i dunno what the future will hold.

all i know, and i am glad is that, you have found ur sense of self when u r back, and u r back onto the path that u deviated.

it wasnt a easy 12 days, i would dare to say. i need to get back onto my path. i need to refocus. i need to be the one i have paved myself to be. i need to be stronger and more controlled.

i need more self-control.

Considered for a second about our love at {8/19/2008 04:12:00 PM}
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