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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Get To Know Me ....

Your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in.

Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment.

Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

What's Your True Color?
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Updates

okie just got back from city, went to watch "Take The Lead" with Carene. nice show, but not much serious dancing compared with "Shall We Dance". but it was fun, the storyline was nth fanciful, only recommended for those people who have strong interest in dance. yeap.

nth much to update, assignments are almost done, exam coming. wat else? i havent got a freaking job yet. damn. not in the mood to realli update. ciao

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Lesson of Life

was looking at my old collection of poems, and saw this one which i seriously tink is impt. read slowly and tink thru it. have we realli noe the true lessons in life.

The six most important words: "I admit I made a mistake."
The five most important words: "You did a good job."
The four most important words: "What is your opinion."
The three most important words: "If you please."
The two most important words: "Thank you."
The one most important word: "WE"
The least important word: "I"

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Check this out ....

haha, saw this link on the friendster link lor. haha. realli funny lor. go check it out.
http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html
hope u guys enjoy it lor. haha.

okie, update time lor.... yesterday wasnt realli a good day.

woke up at 8 in the morning, went out of the hse, to take a bus to city for job interview. hmm... guess wat, my stupid Multirider card cant used lor. coz i rem that day it fell into the pond with me, at first i tot no big deal. but then yesterday it proved me wrong. fuck. was so malu lor. whole bus of students watchin me lor. and my wallet is empty lor. haiz. didnt go press money lor. so ended up have to get down at Curtin bus station, go to the library there press money, ended up missed the next bus. luckily me went out of the hse earlier den i planned to. wun be a good impression if i was late for interview lor.

went to Fairlane bowling at adelaide terrace, fucking miss the bus stop lor. so have to walk a whole distance. interview was supposed to be at 10am, i reached at 930am. so was kinda relieved lor. waited for the manager to interview me, watchin two guys playing bowling lor. kinda miss bowling lor. haiz. anyway, the manager told me that the vacancy was taken up two days ago. haiz. there goes the job lor. she say she will contact me again lor. me realli wanna work at the bowling alley lor.

den after that, was kinda early for the next interview, so me walked all the way to St Georges Terrace lor. still was super early for the 11am interview lor. sat down somewhere to have a smoke and stare at the walking crowd. the next interview was at Boost Juice Bar. located rite in the middle of CBD area lor. haha. working crowd is the most impatient one. the interview onli lasted less den 5 min. haiz. why? coz the manager onli gave me 5 questions to answer lor. den ask me to wait for call for 2nd round interview.

after that, was deciding to whether go home or loiter in city. coz Silevr say wanted to have dim sum lor. ended up was in Borders reading books lor. actually was shoppin arnd lro. saw a few clothings i like. haiz. and den my sunglass broke lor. my eyes cant tahan the strong sunlight, so i decided to hide in Borders lor. wasnt in a good mood liao, coz i tot if i can secure a job, den i wanna go shopping. haiz.

went for dim sum at Mei Sim lor. it is economy, but i dun realli like lor. was with Silver, Maddox, Nick and Janette lor. after that, went to walk arnd in city. den went for dinner at Seoul House. korean cuisine.

went back to bring Momo and Qby out lor. den slack at Maddox's place lor. they went to eat supper at Fast Ed's but me came home with Momo and sleep lor. slept kinda early sia.

realli hope to get a job soon lor. so that i can get my car.

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Friday, May 26, 2006

Quote Of The Day

"To Challenge it or Let it Flow"

okie, taken out from my frenz msn nick. didnt realli noe wat it is abt. but let us just discuss about this on different aspect of life.

we have met different obstacles in our life, or to put it in anor way, some point of views that we dun agree on it. so we will have the idea whether to challenge it or to just let it flow, in order words, follow it.

simple example : "where to go and eat?" different people have different preferences to where to eat. when someone suggested one place, are u the one who will comply or to challenge it.

i am one person who seldom challenge what other people say. unless i have a fixed mindset. which means that once i tink i am rite in sth, i will just go ahead, regardless of what other people will say.

for sometimes, even though i noe that particular idea is wrong, i wun challenge it. as i see it as an opportunity for my frenz to learn sth from it. kinda mean in a way, but well, sometimes they also need to learn from their actions sia.

we also need to learn to be tactful in challenging other's opinion. it has been seen and proven many times that, a lot of ppl cant take challenges. or shld i say, they took it too personal. it is challenge on their ideas not on them. many people took it as personal attack. haiz. we all are human, that is why, we have to take ppl's feeling into consideration. the end note is be tactful if u wanna challenge other's, if not, just let it flow.

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Thoughts

well, been listenin to advices just now.

it doesnt have to be tings that i wanna hear, nor it have to be tings that sound good. i honestly thank both Nick and Silver for that, treatin me as a frenz and tellin me.

i can see the points that they were makin, or the points that derive from the situation rite now. i am not angry at them, but angry at myself. i am angry coz i noe that is what i dun wanna hear, and it is said straight at me, and it is true.

everyone who noe me before i came over, noe that i am a workaholic. i noe that myself, and once i get a job, the rest of my life doesnt matter, even study. if not for bein overbudget, i told myself that i will not work while i am studying.

i tend to tink that i am a robot, been there, done that. there is no control to how much i will take on, till i realli fall. been there, done that. didnt like it a bit. i dun deny i am stubborn, it doesnt mean that all the advices fall on deaf ears. it is not that i dun listen or i dun tink. but once i tink i am rite, i am stuck with the tinking. until i learn it the hard way.

i can say honestly, i dun wanna go back into f&b industry, but till now, the one job that i realli dun wanna take is chi food restaurant. havin work in one chi restaurant for almost one yr, the exp sucks, the pay sucks and work sucks.

not sayin that i wan an easy job, coz i noe, jobs arent easy. i been workin since i was 16, it wasnt fun at all, until the pay comes in. it was becoz i got sick of workin, that is why i came here studyin, that i why i told myself not to get a job while i am here.

i hate it when i am workin, i lose all my social life, just for the sake of money. one reason i dun wanna go back to spore, coz the money burden will set on me once the plane touch down. money is seriously not my frenz, been burden with it for as long as i can remember.

ppl used to say, work and earn the money before enjoyin life, yeah. try workin 22 hrs a day and earn a lot of money, and when u wanna enjoy it. u dunno how, coz all ur time is spend at work, there is no leisure time nor social time. so u end up working and workin and passing day by. what an interestin life.

it is said that, a plan will be drawn up once i set my mind. wat i can say now is that, if that is the case, my mind is set. but no, i am not gonna make changes to the current living conditions. and i am still gettin my car.

it doesnt matter what kind of job it may be, for if u tink that i cant take job seriously, or u tink i cant take the hard work, let me prove u wrong. for me now, money will be the onli motivation in my life. the rest wun be impt to me anymore. to work is for money, so make much out of it. it will be the best if i can start work immediately, it doesnt matter anymore, seriously.

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Monday, May 22, 2006

Eventful wkend.....

okie, as the title suggested, i did have a eventful weekend. memorable i can say sia...

went down to UWA on saturday afternoon, met up with Carene lor. haha. den went to Kim's bday party at her place in Cottlestoe. hmm... i made a splashy entrance literally as i fell into the pond next to the door. dun even noe that, that was a pond. haha. so, was so malu lor. haha.

manage to change out of the wet pants lor. haiz. haha. luckily not everyone was there lor. but i tink i became famous instantly lor. haha. it was like a warm family gathering style bday party. haha. everyone was chattin arnd, and man, the house was seriously big. haha.

after that, went back to Carene's place lor. at first went to Tia Mo for choc mud cake, but too bad dun have lor. haha. was kinda tired and plus my shoes are wet, so we gave Metro a miss lor. was havin dessert lor, den me fell asleep. haha.

woke up in the afternoon, had lunch. den slack awhile before comin back home. stoned sia. took a shower, den hitch a ride to Jill's place for her bday steamboat lor. haha. anor home style celeb lor. haha.

met Silver and housemate after that lor, was supposed to go freo for fish and chips, ended up we arrived too late lor. den went to Stirling Highway there the restaurant lor. haha. after that went KTV at Hit Studio lor. seriously, this is the first time i sang so many english song sia. haha. coz the housemates are indo, cant be so mean to sing chi song rite? haha.

after that met up with Nickolas and Maddox for supper at Fast Eddy's in city. guess i was too tired liao. pick up Momo, den came back home and sleep. that was alreadi 4 plus in the morning. haha.

that is the weekend, now back to rushin assignment liao. man, headache. haha.

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

Stoned

well, that is what i am feelin rite now. lack of sleep is the main factor, plus over usage of the brain. hmmm.... as usual is assignment due week. haha. now is for me to take a quick breath, and start the war again next week. after that, will be studyin for the exam man. i realise maybe i am not that old yet, haha. still can tahan not sleepin lor. haha. but still, is not advisable lor. haha.

just felt that with all the pressure mountin on me, my fuse is gettin shorter lor. not a good ting lor. back to lesson number dunno wat, anger mgt. haha. jie, where are u when i need u to keep me cool. haha. kiddin. is like a style that cant be avoided lor. apparently i did warn someone way before we even started, that dun expect me to give allowance when it comes to assignment lor, i can take last min work, but at least show some effort lor. coz i am also a last min person, but i have the confident to produce quality work lor.

someone make me nearly hit the roof last nite, and i am gonna make sure that i will if neccesary. been a long time, i reach my limit. i have warned ppl that, if u gonna make me hit the roof, u will hope that u are dead. coz i make sure u get double back and u wun be likin it a single bit.

i have been tryin to keep my cool and explainin stuffs quite peacefully and yet the work given back to me was obviously seen as sloppy work. and yet, someone still dare to argue saying that she put in effort into it. if that is call effort, why are u still studyin yr 3 in uni? my expectation in this unit is high, i said that rite before in the first week. i gave notice way much earlier on when i expected it to be handed in. and even with that, u still produce sloppy work. all i can now is that, u better make sure u redo it properly with effort realli put into it, if not, u are gonna be dead. that i can guarantee. this is the first and final warning. u better pray that u read this post, if not, i am not gonna repeat myself again.

anyway, back to sth on a lighter mood. finally manage to settle the 2 most tough assignment today. sense of accomplishment and also sense of relief. haha. now i can sit back and reflect on myself again. haha.

in the back of my mind, i was tinkin abt what Tiff's dad was saying the other day. sometimes, isnt it cool to hear some wise advice? and also how people other than our age grp see u as? was kinda feelin good to be complimented lor. haha. esp by someone who have much more experience. haha.

anyway, i tink this weekend gonna be super packed sia..... 2 bday parties goin on lor. i need to recharged myself to face the next upcoming battle of assignment lor. haha. one is Kim's and the other one is Jill's. haha... luckily no more 21st bday, coz it make me feel old lor. haha.

me gonna catch a nap now. update again k. haha.

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Monday, May 15, 2006

Waking up .....

well, that is my topic for today, or shld i say i just woke up. damn

anyway, update time.

went to had dinner with Silver and hsemates at Makan Makan on i tink fri, hmmm. not cool. why, coz basically there are six of us in the car, and of coz that is illegal rite. and damn suai, coz kenna road block. so how? me ended up on the floor between the front and backseat. den i realise, man, i am growing fat. luckily manage to pass thru that successfully sia. after dinner, went to LAQ for games of pool. teachin them how to play lor. cant say i am expert, coz i am not, but just some simple stuffs like aimin in a strgt line.

on saturday, went to Tiff's 21st bday party. was held at her hse, hmm, nice place, and of coz she had two dogs lor. haha. Lexus and Phoebe. haha. inspection at the door, coz i was playin with Momo before that. haha. apparently they all met each other before and didnt realli had a good first impression wor. haha. after that, played a few rounds of Dai Dee and Mahjong. den was chatting with Tiff's dad. haha. kinda got some enlightenment man. he is a nice guy lor. haha. and the mum is also nice. haha. chatted till 2 plus before we went off. haha.

sunday, hmmm, went to eat some food at silver's place, den came back my place to do PR Media assignment lor. den met Nickolas for supper at Fast Ed's. den came back do assignment lor. wat a good day. slept at 7 plus in the morning, so thats y i woke at 7plus lor.

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Get To Know Me ..

okie, been sometime i have been doing this kinda personality quizzes, so here is two at a go. haha. kinda expected the answers, and realise that i am realli gettin older liao. haha.

Friendliness: Very High

Activity Level: High

Assertiveness: High

Cheerfulness: High

Sociability: High

Excitement Seeking: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

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Friday, May 12, 2006

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

The Five Factor Personality Test

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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okie, yesterday was a super hectic day. haiz.......

let me begin, all was a sunny day, kinda freezin overnight, weather was good. haha.

went for my class, which i nearly skipped again. wtf, but i did go. tot of chilling after class, den a notice flew to me, in which dinner is to be cooked for 9 ppl. haha. i am realli bad at tellin story. haha. anyway, kinda didnt expect that kids nowadays are have such good memory. haha.

rushed down to coles to grab the ingredients, so much for fast tinking. den grab the utensils from my place, den rushed down to silver's place. haha. that took a total of 1 hr. cool man. haha. started to get ready the dinner, realise it is not easy to cook at other ppl's place. esp one without anyting. haha.

all was going well, until i forget that the hse doesnt have a pair of oven gloves. fuck, i burnt my index finger. not fun. apparently, everyone is injured. haha. rush cookin is like that one la. haha. dinner was served, wasnt realli up to my standard, but well, rush cooking, dun expect much lor. one ting i learn from this, always racky the place properly before i go cook. check every single detail esp the diff kind of oven. anyway, finish dinner, was alreadi shagged.

was kinda restin, when suddenly, its time to cut the dog's hair. and man, that was a lot of hair to cut for Momo. with injured index finger, holding a scissor is alreadi a daunting task. with Momo's entangled fur, and delicate skin, that make cutting his fur a mammoth task. took me and christina till abt 5 am in the mornin man. and i cut his flesh once. damn, it was such irony, in a way. i cut him, i angry at myself. haha. realli treat Momo as my god son liao wor. haha.

anyway, came back this morning, after rejecting an offer to go for brekkie at Hungry Jacks. haha. tink i was realli tired man. brought Momo back with me lor. it doesnt matter to me if he look super skinny now lor. haha. help him trim his fur this afternoon, all was going well till the evening, i cut him again. fuck.

immediately i stopped trimmin his fur liao. scared sia. he was actually shivering all the way, tink he also scared lor. haiz. at least i manage to trim most of him liao. he just look so cute man. haha. okie, back to assignment liao. ciao.

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Monday, May 08, 2006

Haiz.

okie, just for those who are wondering wat the hell is the previous post abt, well, actually i alreadi did a long update, but apparently, didnt seem to come up well, so end up i got so fed up, i didnt wanna repost it. haha.

been doin a lot of stuffs since that day, the prison tour was alrite, it wasnt as good as it was, maybe is becoz of the tour guide, or maybe it was becoz of the company of people.

went to had Thai food on one of the days, in this semi-high class restaurant. was kinda ex but it was quite good, love the atmosphere, haha.

did play pool at LAQ i tink, for a few day had three meals outside, or was it two. kinda dun bother rem.

last week was a shitty week, or shld i say that the two weeks study break sucks. met with so much problem with my assignment, and i even nearly reach the stage of giving up one unit. not fun. was so stressed up that i nearly collapsed or break down. but luckily, manage to kinda resolved it. but i can say, the mood wasnt realli good. haiz.

den of all thing, when i was rushing out the assignment, my dear laptop crashed on me, stupid screen blacked out. haiz. was even in a more depressed mood den ever. luckily, Silver got extra desktop lor. if not i realli tink i will dun bother to do anyting. gotta wait till june, den maybe get her to send it back to spore for me lor. haiz. troublesome.

finally understand wat is the meaning of when you are down with luck, bad tings happen consecutively. haiz. must find sth to break that evil spell.

oh ya, that day cooked dinner at home lor. simple meal, just me and Boss, haha. was too lazy to go out eat lor. had lemon honey chix and spam potato omelette. haha. i tink i have been eating a lot of rice lor. haha. now, i am declared to be rice pail liao. haha.

anyway, boss finally shifted into a place called home. haha. that wasnt fun, but at least both Qby and Momo got a place to stay liao. haha. tink gonna cooked dinner this two days to thank the housemate bah. haha.

now, i realli understand why ppl say that dogs are human best companion. haha. felt quite attached to Momo lor. haha. bad ting, in a way, ppl say i biased wor. haha. no la, actually Qby is mummy's boy wat. haha. so funny.

k la, gotta do my stuffs liao. update again la.

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